TWELVE 83

“Do whatever I want?”

Gi Seoin asked back. The way he sought permission, despite being the type to charge straight ahead once he made up his mind, was childlike and lovely.

“Yes, our Seoin. Do whatever you want.”

I had practically come back from the dead, so what couldn’t I do? From now on, I didn’t want to leave any regrets in anything related to Gi Seoin.

I lowered my lips to his forehead once more. At that moment, he climbed on top of me and met my lips with his.

I parted my lips and tilted my head at an angle. He interlocked our lips even deeper. His tongue, sliding into my mouth, naturally rubbed and bound mine. The movement was soft, but my mind became distant in an instant.

“Ha…”

I gripped his clothes while catching my breath.

Gi Seoin, who had been caressing every corner of the inside of my mouth with his tongue, bit my lower lip slightly and then pulled away. I exhaled the breath I had inhaled and looked at him.

“Seriously…”

He said.

“I’m going to do everything I want to do.”

“Okay.”

I pulled the clothes I was holding. I whispered to him as he drew close enough for the bridges of our noses to touch.

“You can do everything.”

I know now. Among the things Gi Seoin wants to do, almost none of them are harmful to me. He thought and acted with me at the center.

Because I knew that, I trusted him more than myself. Enough to entrust myself to him completely.

More than anything, I craved Gi Seoin agonizingly. Even though we were touching, it wasn’t enough. It kept feeling like this moment was the last time I would be with him.

I reached out first to Gi Seoin, who was just staring down at me. I grabbed his waist beneath his clothes. That contact, which wasn’t even special anymore, became a stimulant at this moment.

He gripped my arms tightly and then let go, stripping off my top in one motion. Cold air surrounded my skin. Goosebumps rose, so I hooked my arms around his neck as if hanging onto him.

He buried his nose in the hollow of my shoulder. His hands moved busily as if determined to grope every part of me. That busy touch felt like an act of constantly trying to confirm my existence, which made it precious.

“Ah…”

When his tongue, which I had only felt inside my mouth, touched my skin, an exclamation flowed out of me involuntarily. The light kiss, sound effect mwah, felt as if it were loaded with an electric current.

The tip of Gi Seoin’s tongue traced down my neckline. My arms, which had been hooked around his neck, slipped away. I gripped the blanket. It was at the same time his lips landed on my chest.

“Ugh…”

He lightly bit my nipple in his mouth, tapped it with the tip of his tongue, and then licked it up lingeringly. The unfamiliar sensation made my spine tingle.

Gi Seoin teased my chest—one side with his mouth and the other with his hand—with a persistence that bordered on obsession. At first, it just tickled or stung, but as the foreplay lengthened, a strange feeling wrapped around my lower abdomen and my waist twisted.

“Ah, it’s strange…”

When I spoke while kicking the blanket with my toes, which had curled up on their own, Gi Seoin finally took his lips and hands off my chest, perhaps taking it to mean I didn’t like it. I looked down at him, and he stared up at me with his eyes raised.

Gi Seoin did not take his eyes off me, as if he were monitoring me. In the gaze mixed with excitement and anxiety, I could glimpse how much he had struggled while I was gone. He even seemed to be in a state where he still couldn’t feel at ease.

It’s okay. I won’t go anywhere now.

I wanted to tell him that, but I couldn’t convey it because I was suddenly afraid it might become a lie. I didn’t want to bring him disappointment anymore.

Even without a formal promise, let’s naturally be together. I made a promise to him alone in my heart.

With his eyes fixed on mine like that, he moved his tongue along my abs as if re-engraving my body.

“Ah.”

The moment I gripped the blanket tighter at the ticklish sensation, he suddenly straightened his upper body and pulled down my pants and underwear all at once.

“…”

Even though it wasn’t the first time showing my naked body to Gi Seoin, embarrassment rushed over me as if it were the first. Reflexively bringing my thighs together and biting my lower lip, I looked up at him.

Gi Seoin scanned me, my entire body, with his characteristically stubborn gaze. Even though I was already naked, I felt as if I were being stripped bare. Losing the confidence to meet his eyes any longer, I turned my head, and he leaned down.

“Ah…!”

At first, I thought he was just going to hold my penis, but as I looked down at the unfamiliar sensation, a shocking scene unfolded. Gi Seoin was… mine…

“Don’t, do it. Seoin!”

I tried to push him away somehow, but my muscles went limp as if under a spell, and I couldn’t use any strength.

“Don’t…!”

Glancing at me with a face that looked pleased, he put my penis in his mouth while keeping his eyes pinned to my face.

Warm breath and even hotter body temperature heated my lower half. No, it didn’t just feel heated; it felt like I was going to melt.

“Don’t do it…”

Ridiculously, I couldn’t put up any resistance other than saying don’t do it. My face burned. It was probably flushed red. I was a pathetic sight.

I covered my mouth with my forearm and closed and then opened my squinted eyes. Even though it was crazily embarrassing, I wanted to engrave this moment into my head clearly enough to pull it out of my memory at any time. Gi Seoin looking at me, the act he was doing to me…

“Huuu…”

I took another breath and pressed my forearm tight against my mouth.

Gi Seoin gathered his lips and softly sucked mine up, then wrapped his palm around the shaft wet with his saliva and rubbed it up and down.

I had imagined such a scene at least once—that is, imagining Gi Seoin touching mine—but I hadn’t known the extent of that stimulation.

Actually experiencing it, I felt like I was going to faint. It was too intensely stimulating to explain simply as ‘good,’ to the point where I felt like running away instead.

When Gi Seoin touched my penis, which had been erect since we were kissing, the urge to ejaculate rose sharply. Still, I had my pride. I wanted to avoid the accident of ejaculating as soon as he touched it.

“Slo… slowly…”

“Like this?”

“Ugh.”

Gi Seoin stroked my penis at less than half the previous speed, but instead, he put more strength into his grip. Shouldn’t he loosen his grip too if he’s going to slow down? That’s foul play.

“Too, ha, too…”

“Too much?”

It was hard to breathe out the single word that it was too stimulating. Every part of this situation was like that, but even saying such a thing felt terribly erotic.

When I hesitated, Gi Seoin laughed.

“Cute.”

You’re laughing? Cute?

I’m restless, yet Gi Seoin alone is relaxed. While his eyes followed me with a pitiable obsession, his actions were the opposite, making me confused about what was real.

Probably both were real. Because Gi Seoin doesn’t lie to me.

But why were his laughing lips so red? His white cheeks were also flushed pink, and his pretty eyes kept fluttering their lashes while looking at me…

“…Se, Seoin!”

I had no time to stop him.

“Huu-ugh!”

Gi Seoin put my penis in his mouth again.

He swallowed it to the root while wrapping the shaft with his tongue, then tilted his head to trace up the shaft using only his lips. Then he took the glans into his mouth again and wrapped around it with his tongue as if kissing inside his mouth.

“Haa, ah, ugh, hugh…”

My mind went distant in an instant, and my waist lifted into the air.

“Wait, Seoin, wait…!”

I thought I should somehow get mine out of his mouth, but unfortunately, my body reacted before my head.

I couldn’t think of anything, as if the power in my head had been cut, and my lower abdomen stiffened for a moment before trembling as if convulsing. And then, all the strength in my body drained away.

“…”

No.

I thought that, but it was already after the fact.

I opened the eyes I had closed unconsciously and looked at Gi Seoin.

Gi Seoin’s red lips, his pretty and prominent nose, even his lazily half-open eyes… semen was splattered there.

“…”

“Seungkyung.”

He, calling me affectionately, was smiling. Surprisingly.

What was even more shocking was that he wiped the semen splattered on his face with his hand and…

“I’m so happy right now.”

The fact was that he licked it.

“Wh-why are you licking that!”

“I wiped it because I couldn’t open my eyes.”

“I mean, you, should have just wiped it, why… Come here.”

Intending to wipe it for him, I raised my upper body and reached out. Fortunately, he obediently offered his face.

Ah, thinking this kind of thought in the midst of this is really not great, but Gi Seoin’s face with my fluids on it was seriously erotic…

I wiped his face while half-dazed.

Where were the tissues?

The moment I looked around, Gi Seoin snatched my wrist. It was the hand that had wiped the semen on his face.

Immediately after I turned my head back to him, Gi Seoin sucked my finger. Specifically, the finger stained with my semen.

“Hey…!”

I quickly withdrew my hand, but it was already too late.

“Gi Seoin, seriously…”

When I looked at him in absurdity, he tilted his head slightly and moved his glistening lips.

“Why, can’t I?”

“Of course you can’t! It’s dirty.”

“It’s not dirty.”

“It is dirty…”

“You told me to do everything I want to do.”

To use that in this kind of situation.

“Yeah, I did say that, but…”

Of course, it contained the meaning to do whatever he wanted with me, but it didn’t mean he should just lick up my fluids.

“Seungkyung. Do you dislike me?”

What on earth was he talking about now? I dropped the hand I had pressed to my forehead and looked at Gi Seoin. He looked at me with his eyebrows drooping dejectedly.

“No! Why would I dislike you. No way!”

I really can’t win against him. I quickly hugged Gi Seoin and then stroked his face.

“It’s not that I dislike you, it’s just that you’re eating something that isn’t good for you.”

What kind of conversation is this? It sounds a bit like something you’d say to a puppy.

“It’s not something bad.”

But Gi Seoin was like a puppy. Before, he was like a pretty cat that didn’t like being touched, but he changed at some point.

“It’s Woo Seungkyung’s. Then it’s good for me.”

His appearance is still unmistakably that of a cat, but his actions are like a puppy trying hard to be loved.

“Isn’t it? Right?”

I know he acts like this with the intention of acting like a spoiled child to me and sometimes to make up for his mistakes.

“I’m right, aren’t I? Seungkyung.”

“…It’s not exactly wrong.”

I knew, but I had no choice but to be fooled.

Anyone would be fooled.

But the only person Gi Seoin put effort into deceiving was me.

Ah, my heart is overflowing. What kind of great deed did I perform in my past life for him to fall for me? Even though I have no religion, a thank-you to the heavens came out naturally.

The Gi Seoin who loves me is so pretty and even erotic…

“Seungkyung.”

Gi Seoin, who suddenly threw off his shirt, said.

“There are still more things I want to do.”

He gave my shoulder a light shove. I fell back onto the bed helplessly. I, too, had more things I wanted from him.