LLU 57

“Don’t you get it after seeing it all morning? That you’re my one and only exception.”

These days, he often speaks in that sort of way. Probably because the way I’ve changed gives him tremendous satisfaction.

Violence, rape. Those scenes are no longer found in the daily life that Choi Junghan and I lead together. Although his tendency to control me—for example, insisting that Junghan has to fill his meals, restraining my body, or showing coercive behavior during sex—remains the same, the Choi Junghan who used to drag me by the hair, choke my neck, and force himself on me is gone now.

“…”

I turned my gaze away. Every time Choi Junghan acted like this, I didn’t know what to say in response.

“Come here.”

Hearing the soft command calling me like a dog made rebellion surge up inside me. I glared at him for a moment, but in the end, I slowly stood up from my seat and walked toward Choi Junghan’s spot. As he got closer, the scent of his cologne gradually grew stronger.

Choi Junghan grabbed my wrist as I reached the front of his desk and pulled me. He sat me down on his lap and stroked my hair with gentle touches.

“If going out is inconvenient, shall I order something in? Tell me what you want to eat.”

“Anything is fine.”

Despite my half-hearted reply, Choi Junghan persistently tried to draw an answer from me. When I eventually mentioned some ordinary menu item, he immediately ordered the food and casually set his phone down anywhere.

“Your staring eyes were so hot. I was hard the whole time working, it was tough.”

“…Lies. You didn’t even glance at me once.”

At my sullen retort, he let out a loud “haha” laugh.

“If you’re pouting because I didn’t look at you, Oon-ah. What should I do for you?”

I silently looked at him from on top of Choi Junghan’s lap. I quietly traced the selfishly well-defined lines of his features with my eyes, then pressed my lips to his just like that.

Choi Junghan accepted my kiss with a relaxed attitude. Without even blinking, he watched what I was doing with loose eyes. I also met his gaze without backing down and intertwined our tongues. I pushed my tongue between his willingly parted lips and carefully licked the inside of his mouth.

I ended the short kiss. Feeling the uncomfortable outline asserting itself between my buttocks, I reproached him.

“You’re hard here.”

“Then did you think I wouldn’t get hard in this situation?”

“This is the company. We can’t do anything…”

His silence, not denying it, felt ominous. His thick, meaningful gaze followed me. My earlobes and neck flushed bright red in an instant.

“…You perverted bastard.”

“Better a pervert than impotent.”

Choi Junghan smiled deeply. This time, he was the one who pressed his lips to mine first. Unlike my short and dry kiss, it was greedy and violent.

He stiffened his tongue like a cock and sucked mine up wetly. He probed my teeth and sloppily licked the mucous membranes inside my mouth.

As excitement built, the hand gripping my waist grew stronger. The kiss was so wet and obscene for doing it in a place like this that I quickly ran out of breath.

I hurriedly grabbed Choi Junghan’s shoulders and tried to push him away, but instead of letting me go, he grabbed my wrist and pressed it against his crotch. It twitched and hardened at a disgustingly fast speed.

“Ah, ha, haa…”

“You have to take responsibility, Oon-ah. You made it like this.”

He whispered in a sticky voice. Unconcealable desire was fully evident in his tone. It was the only moment when Choi Junghan’s eyes, which were like those of a preserved reptile, held heat.

I knew exactly what Choi Junghan wanted. After panting briefly on his lap, I slowly slid my body down and crawled under the desk.

My hands moved urgently as I undid the buckle and unzipped him. After pulling out his fully swollen cock, I looked up at Choi Junghan while breathing roughly. Him, still arrogant and dignified even while exposing his raw red flesh right in front of me. The contrast with his fully suited appearance made it even more alien.

I hurriedly stuffed the swollen shaft into my mouth. The thick, murky male scent mixed with cologne filled everything.

I took the large, hard thing all the way to the back of my throat in one go and moved my head back and forth. Every time the fleshy mass poked the inside of my throat, I could feel the mucous membranes trembling.

“Haa… Fuck.”

Choi Junghan even spat out a curse he usually didn’t use. Veins stood out on the back of the hand stroking my hair. With reddened eyes, he whispered.

“You followed me here for this, didn’t you, Oon-ah. Coveting hyung’s cock… trying to keep me from working.”

In contrast to the vulgar words, his touch was gentle. The hand touching my earlobe and stroking my hair felt so lover-like that I had to forcibly swallow down the surging emotion in my throat.

Choi Junghan was right. I had followed him here for this. This was exactly the situation I had hoped for and wanted. Seeing Choi Junghan, who ruled and commanded in his workplace, revealing his rawest desires only to me, I felt a thrilling shiver.

Unlike the past when I was helplessly violated, now I was the one swallowing his vulnerable part. I was the one fully grasping and violating the shame he showed only to me.

With dazed eyes, I sucked his cock up and down. Like someone parched with thirst, I moved my head, struggling to take more of it in. Even though I crammed it so full into my mouth that I could barely breathe, as if it still wasn’t enough, I hugged his thighs and tried to take his cock even deeper.

Choi Junghan, who had been quietly receiving the caress, suddenly took a deep breath. His hands slipped under my armpits and pulled me up, laying me on the desk. I flailed my legs in panic, but Choi Junghan’s solid body instantly overpowered and pinned me down.

“Wait, just a minute. Not all the way here…!”

“You can do it. You’ve wanted my cock since earlier, Oon-ah.”

Despite the coaxing words, his tone was fully laced with ferocity. He roughly pulled down my pants and underwear. He spat on his fingers. He brought the saliva-wet fingers between my buttocks, rubbed the hole wetly, and immediately shoved them in.

The place that received his thing almost every day easily accepted the fingers. As soon as the thick finger withdrew, the cock I had just been diligently sucking plunged into its place.

“Ah! Ah, aah…!”

“Oon-ah, quietly.”

Choi Junghan whispered hotly against my ear.

“Do you want to show them? Should I call all the employees in so they can watch hyung and little brother having sex?”

“No…, fuck, don’t say it like that, hng, ah…!”

My pale, bent fingertips frantically messed up the desk. I struggled and tried to push away the solid shoulders covering me, but I already knew that such movements would only stimulate Choi Junghan more and could never stop him.

Papers flew everywhere. File folders fell to the floor with loud noises. The tyrant who had just been draining people’s lives over every single word in those documents didn’t even care whether I crumpled or tore them with my trembling hands. He simply pounded his lower body with wet slapping sounds like someone whose eyes had rolled back from lust.

“Ah, ugh, ah…!”

“Yes, Oon-ah. Make louder noises. So everyone outside can hear your moans too.”

I wanted to punch the face of Choi Junghan, who was smiling innocently like a devil, but as always, all I could do was pathetic writhing.

I tried pushing his shoulders with my feet and grabbing his collar, but the thrusts digging into me only grew more vulgar. Every time he pounded like a stallion in heat, the loud smacking of flesh against flesh echoed noisily through the office.

Because we had been joining bodies for quite a long time, Choi Junghan knew my body inside and out. How, at what speed, to what extent he had to drive me for me to writhe, to leak precum uncontrollably, and even to spurt thin fluids while convulsing like an electrocuted frog with limbs trembling.

And Choi Junghan showed no intention of holding back what he knew about me. Familiar pleasure crept up like a snake and coiled around me.

“Ugh, hng, eu…”

Liquid streamed from my eyes and mouth. Even while writhing shamefully, all my nerves were focused on holding back moans so no loud sounds would leak out.

At that moment, a knock came from outside.

—Executive Director. The lunch you ordered has arrived. Shall I bring it in?

His fierce movements and the moans spilling from me stopped at the same time.

“…Hup.”

My eyes widened automatically. My body trembled so hard my lips almost burst.

Although I bore some responsibility for things reaching this point, I absolutely did not want to do this in front of others watching. I curled my body as tightly as possible and hid under Choi Junghan’s body, glaring at him. It was a silent plea and warning to please not make any sound.

The gaze staring piercingly at me was intense. Suddenly, the corners of his mouth lifted refreshingly. Like a beast crouching quietly, he suddenly thrust his hips hard, burying his cock all the way in.

“…!”

At the same time as the wet thud sounded from below, the tears pooled at the corners of my eyes streamed down. I bit my lip so hard it bled.

‘Don’t. Don’t do it.’

I desperately whispered while killing the sound. Even though I pounded his neck and shoulders with my fist, Choi Junghan simply smiled faintly with his heated face.

He leaned his upper body down and whispered softly just like I had done earlier.

‘Should I tell him to come in and watch? Or tell him to go?’

‘Are you seriously saying that right now?’

‘I’ll do whatever you tell me.’

‘Quickly, quickly tell him to go…!’

I pushed away Choi Junghan, who was giggling while whispering against my ear. He laughed with his broad chest shaking as if it was fun. Finally, he gave an order toward the outside in an even voice.

“Leave it outside. I’ll come out myself.”

—Yes.

With the immediate reply, the click-clack of shoes gradually faded away. As soon as no sound could be heard anymore, I glared at him while gritting my teeth.

“Crazy… bastard, if you move there…!”

“Yes yes, I get it. Don’t get mad, Oon-ah.”

Choi Junghan laughed out loud and soothed me. The way he gently stroked and patted my face like dealing with a child was so annoying that I jerked my head away, but he turned my face back and immediately kissed me.

“…Hng… mm.”

His stiff tongue thrust in deeply. A sweet and thick kiss continued, as if melting the base of my tongue. Choi Junghan deliberately made vulgar, wet sounds while sucking my tongue and probing the roof of my mouth, then pulled his lips away.

Then suddenly he took off my top. The pants and underwear that had already been pulled down to my knees had long since fallen under the desk. In an instant, I was completely naked without a thread on, and I shrank in embarrassment.

“Eut… why, why are you doing this!”

“Stay still… let me see.”

Choi Junghan smiled wetly. Then he lightly lifted my naked body. Pierced by him, I wrapped my legs around his waist, clung to his neck, and hung on. Choi Junghan gave a short laugh at my instinctive actions.

He pushed my body, which he was holding, relentlessly against the wall. My bare back touched the large floor-to-ceiling window overlooking the entire city of Seoul. My waist flinched at the cold spreading sensation.

“Ha, don’t! Everyone can see…!”

“It’s fine. It’s a high floor, no one can see.”

“E-even so, no, don’t do it, don’t, …ah!”

My voice came out sobbing automatically. However, Choi Junghan pushed his hips in that same position as if he couldn’t hear my trembling breaths or pleading voice.

“…!”

For a moment, my vision went completely white.