LLU 29

“Wasn’t that right? My cute, little brother.”

All that could be heard was the sound of smack, smack, of a hand repeatedly tearing at my cheek. Something hot spurted from my nose. My vision blurred and spun, and a dry cough burst from my throat. It felt like my cheek had been seared with fire.

“Cough, haak, eu…euk.”

“You have to get hit if you keep saying stupid things without understanding your hyung’s feelings.”

I heard the sound of him clicking his tongue pointedly.

“Hyung gave you pocket money out of the goodness of his heart, and I get a little sad if you keep bringing that up. There’s something else you’re getting in exchange for sex. Isn’t that right?”

“When did I! What does that…!”

“You’re currently buying your mother’s safety with your own body.”

He gave a slight smiling-eyed grin.

“So give it your best service. You have to be worth fucking for me to keep buying.”

Choi Junghan urged me on with a soft voice.

And then, it was a repeat of that terrible nightmare all over again.

He pounced on me like a male dog in heat. He mercilessly crushed me with his heavy body, pressing himself against me from below as if he intended to shove his balls in too. He fucked me flipped over, fucked me lying down, and lifted one leg to fuck me from below like a dog.

I received him with my arms dangling limply like a doll’s, my legs spread at a bizarre angle. Now, there was truly not an ounce of strength left in my body. There was no longer any need for him to grab my wrists and restrain me.

Choi Junghan played with my body as easily and joyfully as if he were handling a small craft object. Unlike before, when he had poured his semen only inside me without leaving any out, after coming inside a few times, he began to ejaculate on my body as well.

Having semen sprayed on my face was the most agonizing part of it. Perhaps it was because I had pointedly frowned and shown my dislike even while limp and having lost all energy. Every time his ejaculation was imminent, Choi Junghan would pull out his penis and shove the menacing member, which was beginning to spurt semen, right in front of my face.

The hot, sticky liquid was layered over and over on my face. Even after ejaculating several times, it was still as plentiful and thick as a beast’s. The ejaculated semen constantly covered my eyelids, entered my nostrils, and flowed over my lips. When it even entered my mouth, I retched and spat it out, and Choi Junghan, asking where I had learned such manners, shoved the semen into my mouth with his fingers.

The vulgar and perverted acts continued endlessly. He ejaculated on the shell of my ear and on my hair. As he slowly spread the sticky liquid over my body with his hands, he hummed a small tune. If my ears weren’t mistaken, it was definitely a lullaby.

That small, cheerful sound penetrated my hazy consciousness. The low melody Choi Junghan created became a tiny insect, crawling around inside my brain and eating away at the tender flesh.

His cheerful tune invaded my mind and endlessly gnawed at me. As I watched those insects, terrified, I lost consciousness at some point.

When I opened my eyes, the room was dark.

What time could it be? I didn’t even know when the act, which had started in the afternoon, had ended. I had been counting the number of times he ejaculated and gave up at some point, and I had fallen asleep as if fainting while listening to that fucking repetitive lullaby. And then when I opened my eyes again, it had become such a dark night.

Amidst my disbelief, the fortunate thing was the fact that I was lying here alone now. Could I even consider this fortunate when I had already been through everything I could go through? A hollow laugh escaped, but it was brief. I no longer had the strength to be self-deprecating.

I tried to move my body, blinking slowly. I had no will to get up and do anything, but I had to at least wash. I felt like I was going to suffocate from the smell of semen.

My face, which had been soaked with the disgusting liquid, was so stiff that it was hard to even lift my eyelids. Not just between my legs, but my hair, neck, chest, and stomach—there wasn’t a single place where that sticky, dirty liquid wasn’t. In particular, my face, where my nose had bled, and the area between my legs must have been smeared not only with semen but also with blood.

I barely managed to raise my body and lower my legs off the bed. A sigh escaped me as I looked at the two thin, pale legs trembling like a newborn deer’s. The insides of my thighs were, as expected, a mess with all sorts of dried liquids.

The moment I set my feet down, I almost fell flat on the floor. The madman had come at me with a vengeance and torn me apart from below, so the pain was beyond description. Not just below, but my whole body ached. I felt as if the pieces of my torn-to-shreds body had been painstakingly put back together, only to be torn apart and scattered again.

With my trembling legs, I almost crawled to the bathroom. The reflection in the mirror was, once again, as cruel as it had been a few weeks ago.

My face, beaten and bruised, was a given. My naked, pathetic body was also at a level I couldn’t bear to look at. It was covered in so many mottled bruises that it was impossible to tell whether I had had sex or a fistfight.

The handprints left on my waist and side, where Choi Junghan had held me the entire time he was pounding into me, were particularly severe. When I painstakingly turned my body, my buttocks and the backs of my thighs were also a sight to behold. Even my neck, which had been choked several times, was deeply engraved with handprints that looked like a snake crawling.

Really, I couldn’t understand Choi Junghan.

No matter how arrogant he was, I had never imagined that he would hit me while we were in the mansion together. I was well aware of the fact that he didn’t treat my mother as a person, but was he really not concerned about his own father at all? Even if he wasn’t afraid of his father, to this extent…?

At a glance, he seemed to act as he pleased, but he deliberately doesn’t cross certain lines that clearly exist. No matter what, he hadn’t hit or raped me in front of our parents until now.

Even when he had raped me before, Choi Junghan had gone to the trouble of dragging me to a hotel in the morning. Which, for him, was quite an effort. This meant that he hadn’t intended to immediately show my mother and Chairman Choi my brutally beaten appearance.

And yet, he was now acting so arbitrarily. As if no lines existed anymore. He had brutally raped me despite his parents and many employees being right below. He had ruthlessly hit me and choked me. This time, I can’t even lie and say it happened outside.

Without leaving a single loophole to escape, to so casually do this to the son of the woman he is about to remarry…

…

…

In that moment, a chilling goosebump ran down my entire body.

…Until it got this dark, no one called me or woke me up.

Someone should have come up to wake me for a meal. That’s how much time had passed. Didn’t they prepare meals at set times and call me every single time when I stayed at the villa before? But why has no one… not even once…

In an instant, cold sweat pooled in my palms. Thump, thump. A huge throb began to pound from the very bottom. Had my heart ever beaten this heavily?

Just then, a short vibration sounded. I reflexively picked up my phone, but there was a few seconds of hesitation before I could look at the screen. I lowered my head creakily, like a broken wooden doll.

Mom

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xx Month xx Day

The phone in my hand jumped with a start. In that moment, the strength left my hand, and the phone fell with a thud under the bed and rolled away.

…My mother is not here right now.

And, of course, Chairman Choi would have accompanied my mother…

“…!”

A fear bordering on panic tightened around my skin like a trap. My vision shook minutely. In my ears, where tinnitus had begun to ring loudly, I could now only hear my own breathing.

Fear flooded over me like a tidal wave. I have to get out of here. Right now, I have to get, out of here. In this mansion right now are Choi Junghan and I,

Just the two of us.