LLU 21

The constant pain inflicted on the body and the chaotic tangle of emotions gradually clouded reason. I could not think of anything at all, and I could not devise any strategy to survive. The only thing I could do while pinned beneath him was to sway this way and that according to his touch and assume whatever position he wanted.

With a cock as thick as a child’s forearm, he ravaged my body without end. While lying face down with only my buttocks raised high to receive his penis, I lowered my head and saw liquid flowing down my thighs.

Seeing the filthy semen mixed with red blood dripping in streams, a certain emotion surged up violently. Murderous intent. Yes, if I could, I wanted to kill Choi Junghan.

“You… fucking, inhuman bastard….”

I tried to turn my body and resist, but he lightly grabbed my hair and stopped me. Then he pressed his weight down and crushed my back.

Pinned beneath his massive body, I could do nothing but flail. He moved only his hips in that position and thrust his cock between my buttocks.

“Ack! …Ngh, agh!”

When he crushed me with that enormous frame, force was naturally applied to the joined area as well. Additional tiny lacerations were added to the raw flesh that was already torn and ragged. The sensation of something hot flowing down overlapped and overlapped again.

Physiological tears streamed down without cease. Even when I clenched my teeth and tried to suppress the groans, pleas escaped my mouth on their own.

“Ah… it hurts. It hurts. Please stop. Please, stop….”

Along with a small chuckle, moist breath brushed against my ear.

“You finally get the hang of it after a few hits? You understand how much you need to freak out.”

“P-please take… this out… please… please.”

“You begging like that only makes me more turned on, Oon-ah.”

He stroked the back of my head and forehead with a chilling touch.

“Blame your mother. Why did she give birth to you so pretty that men go crazy over you?”

“Agh! Ugh, ngh!”

“Why, of all people, is she trying to remarry a man who has a crazy bastard like me for a son? That kind of blame.”

Between his words, brutal thrusting was mixed in. Normally I would have wanted to hurl curses at him for dragging my mother into his filthy talk, but right now there was no room to even think of such things.

I wanted to escape from this lunatic who was trying to tear all my raw flesh apart. I just wanted him to finally stop and let me go home. I simply wanted to live.

Yet the merciless act digging into my body showed no sign of stopping. My completely torn lower region hurt so much it felt like it was burning alive, and I felt like I would suffocate to death under the weight of Choi Junghan pressing down on me. To make matters worse, the intervals between his ejaculations were getting longer and longer.

It made no sense in the first place that a human could keep an erection and keep attacking without rest like that. His stamina was staggering. Or maybe he had taken some kind of drug.

Choi Junghan never wore a condom even once. And he never once pulled out; he always ejaculated inside. My stomach hurt from being so full of his semen that it was uncomfortable.

A strong wave of nausea rose at the fishy smell of semen emanating from my entire body. I actually retched several times. I hoped I could spew the vomit all over his face, but unfortunately only thin liquid came out.

Even though I vomited, cursed, cried, and threw every kind of fit, Choi Junghan continued the act without a care. The only lunatic who would thrust his cock into someone who was retching was Choi Junghan.

The sunlight coming through the window was gradually growing stronger. While being shaken beneath him, I blankly followed it with my eyes and opened my lips.

“P-please stop… and let me go.”

A terribly cracked voice came out. I barely moved my lips, which no longer worked properly, and continued speaking.

“If I suddenly disappear… Mother… will worry… you know.”

“Even in this situation you’re thinking of your mother? You really are a devoted son, Oon.”

He pulled out the cock he had been thrusting in while speaking sarcastically. Along with the sensation of hot liquid suddenly gushing out, fluid leaked once more from between my thighs.

“We’re on a date right now, and I told her I’d feed you lunch and send you back slowly, so don’t worry.”

“…….”

“I told your mother to have fun without worrying?”

I wanted to punch that leisurely smiling face, but my bound hands did not move an inch. They were not tied so tightly that blood circulation was cut off, but having been fixed in the same position for so long, there was no feeling in my hands.

“…What are you going to do about the aftermath?”

Even when I tried to clench my teeth, my voice trembled.

“Do you think… I’ll just let this go? Do you think it’ll end with me simply… telling Mother or Chairman Choi?”

“Hm, then what will you do?”

“I’ll report it to the police. I’ll sue you… for rape.”

As soon as my words ended, a smile quickly spread across Choi Junghan’s face. His broad chest wrapped in the shirt trembled finely with laughter. Hahaha, finally bursting into loud laughter, he genuinely looked amused.

“Do it if you can. But, Oon-ah.”

Choi Junghan spoke affectionately.

“Do you think I can’t stop a single one like you?”

“…….”

“If you treat me like that much of an idiot, my pride will be a little hurt.”

His pleasant-sounding voice openly mocked me.

“You need to know this before you start. The public authority you think is your shield usually sides with those who have power. And I happen to have quite a few connections with high-ranking officials who are extremely corrupt and only care about money.”

“…….”

“I’m telling you in advance so our Oon doesn’t get his feelings hurt. So you won’t be disappointed expecting me to get arrested.”

He gently murmured while brushing his palm over my flat chest. Everywhere his fingers passed was stained with bruises.

“You… really are a piece-of-shit bastard.”

I muttered in resignation. He’ll probably hit me again. Fuck, I was at the point where I wished he would just kill me. Yet Choi Junghan only smiled brightly instead of hitting me.

“Then you’re currently copulating with a piece-of-shit bastard?”

“…Ha….”

“You like that? You’re so pretty, but your tastes are pretty hardcore.”

Unable to bear the heat rising hotly in my head while looking at him mocking me with that refined voice, I closed my eyes.

Choi Junghan finally separated his body from mine only when lunchtime was approaching. After finishing all the acts, he untied my bound hands. My hands, which had been tied all night, fell limply onto the bed like a corpse. They were numb beyond numbness; there was no sensation at all.

It was not only my hands. My mind was screaming at me to get up right now, slap Choi Junghan across the face or gouge his eyes, then escape this room, but my body no longer obeyed any command. The most I could do was lie sprawled on the bed like trash, breathing in gasps.

Perhaps reading my condition, he imposed no further restraint. The damned composure was visible as he left me like that and went to shower alone.

“Haa….”

My flickering vision finally closed.

I think I briefly fell asleep amid the exhaustion that prevented me from moving even a fingertip. When I opened my eyes to the rustling sound, Choi Junghan was already fully dressed. It was a new suit, not the shirt and pants he had been wearing the whole time; I don’t know where he got it from.

I was left filthy like sewage, while he alone was pristine. He looked down at me, perfectly groomed in both face and attire, even exuding the scent of cologne.

“I wanted to keep playing with our Oon to celebrate becoming an adult, but I have to go now.”

Choi Junghan reached out and stroked my face. There was not a single trace of consideration in the hand that touched me like petting a dog. I moved my lips with all my strength toward him.

“…Go fuck yourself and get lost.”

“You must be exhausted from spreading your legs all night; at least eat something before you go.”

He took out his wallet and pulled out several bills. I glared murderously at him as he deliberately placed the thick wad of money he had taken out on my naked body.

“Fuck, who do you think you’re treating like a whore? Take it away before I tear it up.”

“You think this looks like payment for sex in your eyes?”

Choi Junghan slightly furrowed his brows.

“How rude. When your older brother gives pocket money to his younger brother, you’re supposed to say thank you and accept it.”

“Fuck, is there an older brother who… fucks his younger brother?”

Even as I spoke, I thought it was truly futile defiance. What was the use of resisting with my life on the line when I would only end up getting beaten anyway?

Yet my mouth could not stop sneering at him. If I did not, the corner of my heart that had been helplessly violated the whole time felt like it would be forever buried in frustration.

However, instead of hitting me or getting angry, Choi Junghan only grinned.

“Even if you say such arousing things, I won’t fuck you anymore.”

“…What?”

“I’ll have a car waiting downstairs, so take it and go.”

When I told him I did not need it and to get lost, he smiled brightly, said “See you next time,” and left. Only after the door closed with a thud was I finally completely alone.

The ceiling pattern of a hotel I was visiting for the first time in my life. The soft yet sticky-wet feel of the bedding. A body that had no strength at all.

And the smell of semen… the suffocating smell of semen.

“Fuck….”

The sunlight stabbed my eyes sharply like an awl. My eyes hurt so much I wanted to draw the curtains, but I simply did not have the strength.

The only thing helpless me could do now was tightly close my eyes. At the same time, I sank into a sleep deep as the abyss.