Vol 6 Ch 12

There was a sound of water in the sleepiness. Was he taking a shower?

 

Soon, he felt a presence, and then he felt the weight on the bed.

 

“Did you wake up?”

 

“…Ah… Yes.”

 

A neat figure came into view. In a daze, still half-asleep, Inseop smiled softly as he looked at him.

 

“Why are you smiling?”

 

“Because it suits you well…”

 

The other person also smiled. Then, they lightly kissed Inseop on the forehead.

 

“I’m glad it suits me.”

 

“I wanted to go with you… I’m sorry.”

 

“Where would you go? It’s cold; stay home.”

 

Even as he spoke, he continued to place gentle kisses on Inseop’s tousled cheeks, forehead, and nose.

 

“Still…”

 

If he left today, he wouldn’t be able to come home for several days. It was common when the filming took place in the countryside. Inseop murmured, resting his face against the other person’s cheek.

 

“…I think I’ll miss you.”

 

The other’s laughter stopped. As Inseop regretted saying something unnecessary to someone about to leave, a kiss followed. Their lips parted, and their tongues intertwined.

 

“Haa… Huu…”

 

“I told you to breathe through your nose, but you never listen.”

 

He spoke as he bit down on Inseop’s lower lip, who was panting.

 

“…I know, but it’s hard.”

 

Inseop mumbled in a way that sounded like an excuse. While it’s happening, I’m too overwhelmed to know what’s going on… I’m sorry I still can’t do it well. Next time, maybe…

 

It ended there. A kiss much more intense than before began. The other person pressed down with their weight, as if trying to crush him. It felt like he was going to suffocate, but he didn’t mind. It felt like the other person was giving everything to him, clinging to him.

 

Inseop spread his arms and wrapped them around the other’s neck. The other person also held Inseop’s body tightly. Their thighs interlocked, and their groins rubbed against each other. Their hot breaths mingled, and saliva that hadn’t been swallowed dripped down.

 

“Haa… Haa…”

 

Inseop gasped for breath as their lips parted. The other person cursed under their breath as they threw off the clothes they were wearing.

 

“You have to go…”

 

“You’ve got me all worked up, and now you’re talking nonsense.”

 

“You’ll be late…”

 

It was the first day of filming. It was unthinkable for the lead actor to be late on the first day of shooting.

 

“I can’t be late.”

 

He pulled down Inseop’s underwear, speaking shamelessly.

 

“So you have to take responsibility and make it quick.”

 

“What?”

 

While Inseop was caught off guard, the other person buried his head between Inseop’s legs.

 

“Ah! …Ah, wait…”

 

Inseop jerked up in surprise. Without any warning, a wet tongue had suddenly invaded below.

 

“Uh… Ugh.”

 

He tried to push him away, but the other didn’t budge. Between his buttocks was quickly drenched in saliva, making him momentarily fear that he had lost control of his bladder.

 

“Does it feel that good to have the person you love sucking on your hole?”

 

The other laughed quietly, looking down between Inseop’s legs.

 

“N-no…”

 

“No? Bullshit. You’re dripping wet because it feels so good.”

 

“That’s not…”

 

He wanted to say something in his defense, but the pressure invading his body caused the words forming in his mouth to dissolve into formless sounds.

 

“…Ah… Huu…”

 

“…I thought doing it all night would loosen you up, but… damn.”

 

Inseop couldn’t breathe. A solid mass slowly pushed its way inside through the slightly open entrance.

 

“…Breathe.”

 

A voice, ragged with desire, came from above. Inseop tried to follow his instructions, slowly exhaling.

 

“Relax… slowly.”

 

As he let go of the tension in his body, the other person started moving his hips again. Tears welled up in his swollen eyes and rolled down his cheeks. Lips drew closer.

 

“Why do you cry so beautifully? …I’m already holding back.”

 

“Ah… Ugh… Sobs…”

 

Lips repeatedly brushed against his cheeks and eyes. It felt good. Even amidst the pain, the sense of being deeply loved was… just good.

 

“Do it.”

 

Inseop spoke in a voice thick with tears.

 

“…While kissing… keep going.”

 

He plunged into a kiss, moving his hips as he drove his erection inside. The violent act was so overwhelming that his head spun and his vision flashed. Desperately, they sought each other’s lips, licking, sucking, and entwining their tongues. It was an act of desperate love.

 

“Inseop, haa, fuck… Inseop.”

 

“Yes… Huht… Ah…”

 

“Tell me you love me.”

 

“…I love you.”

 

Inseop confessed his feelings as he wrapped his arms around the other’s neck. Nothing else mattered. He loved this person so much that he couldn’t think of anything else.

 

“I love you… I love you.”

 

“…Inseop-ah.”

 

Something about the way his name was called made him feel like crying. The other person gently bit and released Inseop’s lips as he spoke.

 

“I love you too…”

 

The next words were whispered in his ear, almost crushed by the intensity. Overwhelmed by an ecstatic sense of satisfaction, Inseop held him tightly. Warm liquid surged into his body.

 

Their ragged breathing gradually calmed, and the dizzying blur in his vision cleared. Inseop loosened his arms from around the other’s neck. The other slowly raised his body. Broad shoulders filled his field of vision.

 

And then their eyes met.

 

“……!”

 

Inseop’s eyes shot open, and it took him a while to realize he had been dreaming. What kind of dream was that…?

 

He heard the sound of water falling from the shower. Hastily, Inseop tried to get up, but when he realized his condition, he stifled a scream.

 

“This is insane…”

 

It felt like cold water had been poured over him. Not only had he had such a dream, but the fact that it happened while he was sleeping in his brother’s room was utterly horrifying.

 

Just then, the sound of the water abruptly stopped.

 

“Did you wake up?”

 

Lee Wooyeon’s voice came from the bathroom. Inseop scrambled to get up but ended up rolling off the bed.

 

“Did you fall?”

 

“No, no. I’m just… I’m fine… I’ll just…”

 

Before Wooyeon could come out, Inseop quickly gathered the sheets and rushed out of the room. Back in his own room, he pulled at his bed’s sheets, mixing them with the ones from Wooyeon’s room in a hasty attempt to cover up. Then, he went into the bathroom and started a shower. He felt like he wouldn’t be able to clear his head without a cold shower. After finishing and changing his clothes, Inseop paced back and forth in his room for a long time.

 

Why did I have that dream? Is it because of memories…? No, that wasn’t a memory. …This is insane. Why would I… with a man… No, why with my brother… This is ridiculous.

 

Inseop covered his face with both hands and sank to the floor. Just then, there was a knock on his door.

 

“Huh?”

 

“What are you doing?”

 

“No, I… I…”

 

He couldn’t bear the thought of facing Wooyeon. As he fumbled for an excuse, the door suddenly swung open. Wooyeon, dressed impeccably, looked down at Inseop.

 

“Why are you sitting there like that?”

 

“Just… Where are you going?”

 

Wooyeon had always dressed well, but today he looked especially different. From head to toe, he was so perfectly put together that he could walk a runway without missing a beat.

 

“I have to go to Seoul for something.”

 

“…Oh.”

 

Inseop felt relieved. With Wooyeon going to Seoul, they would be apart for a while, giving him time to clear his head and figure out why he had such a dream.

 

“What are you doing? Hurry up and get ready.”

 

“What?”

 

“We need to leave before the traffic gets bad.”

 

“Wh-why should I go?”

 

Inseop stammered as he asked. Wooyeon responded as if the question were obvious.

 

“So you want me to leave you here alone?”

 

“…”

 

Why can’t I be left alone…?

 

Inseop swallowed the words he wanted to say and averted his eyes.

 

“Hurry up and get ready. And…”

 

Wooyeon narrowed his eyes slightly as he looked at Inseop. Could he have noticed the strange dream I had? Inseop’s heart began to pound. He was terrified of what Wooyeon might say. Of course, he would despise him… he would have every right to…

 

Just then, something soft touched Inseop’s pale cheek. It was a Beluga whale plushie. Wooyeon, poking Inseop’s cheek with the plushie, smiled playfully.

 

“It’s cold, so make sure you dress warmly.”

 

His voice wasn’t at all unpleasant; if anything, it sounded a little excited.

 

“…Okay.”

 

Unable to meet his eyes, Inseop quickly lowered his head. Wooyeon casually tossed the plushie onto the bed and said he’d wait outside before turning to leave. Inseop nodded. Before the door closed, Wooyeon seemed to remember something and paused.

 

“Oh, by the way, why did you take the sheets from my bed?”