NCBF Ch 48

His voice was also quiet and ticklish, and the content held within that cozy voice was so ticklish that it was even hard to stand still. Fiddling with Yuwon’s soft hair, Hyun Gyujin thought about wanting to kiss him again. He didn’t know why he was having this kind of thought, but he wanted to kiss Yuwon. The moment the thought of he’s so pretty I could die took shape in his head, that thought turned into a sensation and seemed to spread throughout his whole body.

“Did you hate it?”

“Huh?”

“Was it hard because you hated doing it with me?”

Slightly pulling his body away, Hyun Gyujin dropped his gaze softly. It was a very gentle gaze with not even the slightest bit of anger mixed in.

“…I didn’t hate it. At first, I felt guilty wondering if it was okay to have this kind of dream… but honestly, later on, it felt good. I guess it’s true that the first time for anything is hard. I didn’t know I’d get used to that kind of thing too, but really… even that gets familiar?”

Looking at Yuwon speaking as if telling a fascinating story, Hyun Gyujin burst into laughter out loud and snapped his head sideways, drawing closer.

“Shall we see how familiar you’ve gotten, then?”

“…”

Although he spoke spiritedly, actually bringing their lips together was no easy task. Not because he hated it, but because it was so hard from being excessively nervous.

It wouldn’t be strange even if his heart split in two. When he read somewhere that some people faint from being tense and nervous, he had wondered if that made any sense, but he was currently experiencing that it could fully be the case. Even so, however, he didn’t want to miss this moment. Tilting his head further, Hyun Gyujin pressed his lips ever so lightly against Yuwon’s lips, who was staring up at him quietly.

…Ah, fuck. Crazy. The moment he felt those soft and warm lips, he felt as though all strength and blood drained from his body. His fingertips were tingling, and his lower abdomen felt strange. Passing beyond a simple churning sensation, a strange feeling was transmitted… all the way down, connected to his lower abdomen.

“…”

“…”

As the lightly pressed lips pulled away, a very faint and ticklish sound echoed. Looking at Yuwon, who had his two eyes closed shut, Hyun Gyujin raised his hand and lightly poked his cheek. Only then did Yuwon’s eyes flutter open softly.

He thought dream and reality would be different, and they really were different. It felt far better than in a dream. Touching carefully was nice, and the trembling felt from Hyun Gyujin the moment they lightly pressed also made Yuwon’s heart flutter.

“…How is it?”

“…I like it, though…. What about you?”

“It’s fucking great. Can I do it more?”

“…Yeah.”

Despite Yuwon’s permission, Hyun Gyujin, who hesitated slightly over something, asked softly in a small voice.

“What about tongue?”

“Tongue?”

“I was wondering if I could put it in.”

“T-That’s not allowed yet.”

“Got it.”

Nodding his head, Hyun Gyujin tilted his head down again. As he closed his eyes tight in his tense and nervous mind, darkness fell. Soon, just like a moment ago, a soft and warm feeling touched over his lips and pulled away. This time, as it pulled away, a cute mwah… sound rang out, making his heart shake wildly back and forth.

Mwah, mwah…. Every time their lips touched and pulled away repeatedly, the darkness cast before his eyes shook as well. Suddenly, the thought occurred that he didn’t want to trap this ticklish and affectionate moment in the dark. Yuwon opened his eyes slightly and captured Hyun Gyujin’s face, which was coming down toward him, fully in both of his eyes.

Hyun Gyujin, pouring down just like that, was dyed in warmth along with ticklish sounds. Once, briefly with a mwah, and next, a little longer with a mwaaah…. Loving the feeling of being pressed down and pulling away, Yuwon also pushed his lips forward slightly this time.

“…”

“…”

At the lips touching faster than expected, faster than a moment ago, Hyun Gyujin’s closed eyes opened. Their gazes intertwined in an instant to the point where he wondered if it would have been better to just keep his eyes closed. Since something this good was a first, the curious thought of whether there could be something even better kept coming to mind. He felt it would be fine even if Hyun Gyujin broke the promise he made with him a moment ago.

Did he know that heart? The time their lips stayed touched grew gradually longer. Every time he felt their lightly touched lips interlocking a little longer and a little deeper, the tips of his toes inside his socks curled up. He couldn’t believe he was standing in front of his home’s front door with Hyun Gyujin—who was a friend until a few days ago—holding each other and doing this kind of thing.

The soft, warm lips now held heat to the point where he could feel they were hot. Strength entered further into the arms hugging his back and waist, and his body leaned forward. Yuwon kept taking steps backward, pushed by Hyun Gyujin’s weight.

“Wait… a sec…”

Even those short words couldn’t flow at once because the coming lips were urgent. Yuwon, pushed against the front inner door, accepted Hyun Gyujin, who was pressing against him while gradually bringing his body closer. Every time their lips parted briefly, the breath mixing over their lips was extremely hot.

Mwah, mwah…. Ticklish sounds flowed two or three more times, and this time his head tilted further. He felt Hyun Gyujin’s closed lips part slightly. Yuwon, who gripped the hem of Hyun Gyujin’s clothes he was holding even tighter, was about to part his lips along with him at that moment.

Beep, beep-beep, beep-beep, beep.

Along with the sound of the door lock cover going up, the sound of the passcode being entered was heard. At that sound, his mind snapped back to alertness instantly. Exchanging gazes with Hyun Gyujin, who was looking at him with startled eyes, Yuwon quickly pushed his shoulders away. As soon as their bodies parted, the front door opened, and his mom and dad came inside.

“Yuwon-ah, Mom’s home—huh? Gyujin was here?”

“I missed you, Auntie.”

Hyun Gyujin, grinning, stepped forward and lightly hugged Yuwon’s mom, who opened her arms toward him, before letting go. He then also exchanged greetings with a smile with Yuwon’s dad, who patted his back.

“Auntie, your viewer ratings lately are no joke, right? The response is huge too.”

“That’s why even though it’s hard, I’m barely holding on. Since I’m the top lead, there are so many lines, you know. Before, even if there were many it was nothing, but lately I sometimes feel pushed to my limits. I must have gotten old.”

“Ayy, our Auntie is still so pretty even now.”

“Oh my, our Gyujin is pretty whenever I see him. I should give you pocket money.”

“No, it’s okay. I’ll get scolded by Mom.”

“Our Gyujin is my son too, after all. Scolding for giving my son pocket money—does that make any sense?”

Taking out a few 50,000-won bills from her wallet and giving them to Hyun Gyujin, Yuwon, who was glancing at his smiling mom, tidied his outfit for no reason and arranged his hair with his hands. Worried whether his face was red or if his lips—which were still burning hot—showed on the outside, he couldn’t laugh even amidst the harmonious atmosphere.

“Here, our son gets pocket money too.”

“Ah…. I still have a lot left, though…”

“I’m giving it to you because I know you don’t spend it carelessly. Consider it emergency money and use it when you need it. Buy something delicious with Gyujin, too.”

Even though they hadn’t been caught holding each other, his heart pounded nervously. Yuwon tried hard to smile and glanced around so as not to look strange.

“Auntie, Uncle. Then I’ll be off. Get some rest.”

“Thank you so much for taking care of our Yuwon. Once this work ends, I’ll rest for a while again, so let’s go on a trip before you become a high school senior.”

“I’d unconditionally love that, of course.”

Hyun Gyujin, wearing a smile that completely melted Yuwon’s mom and dad’s hearts and made them feel reassured, went out to the entryway and put his feet carelessly into his sneakers. He then looked at Yuwon, who didn’t know what to do yet was trying hard to pretend to be composed.

“I’ll text you.”

“…M-Mm. Bye.”

Hyun Gyujin left Yuwon’s house wearing a very nice-looking smile so as not to seem the slightest bit strange until the very end. Only after the door closed behind his back and he was left completely alone did a breath tangled with flusteredness, awkwardness, and anxiety burst out.

“…Wow, fuck. The timing.”

The thrill was insane.

His heart was beating wildly. Because he was near the entryway, he heard that incoming sound right away and displayed the quick wit to pull away fast; if he had been out of his mind on the living room sofa or in the study room, it was a situation where they could have been caught without a chance.

Even he was this startled with his heart pounding, so Yuwon would probably be even more so. He recalled how earlier, even while he was talking with a smile to avoid making the atmosphere awkward as much as possible, Yuwon was turned pale as white, merely rolling his pupils around. Hyun Gyujin got on the elevator and sent a text to Yuwon.

Spacey-Yuwon

Ah, I was seriously startled

Spacey-Yuwon

My heart still hurts because I was so startled

Does it hurt a lot?

Spacey-Yuwon

It’s not to the point of worrying

Let’s not do it at home starting next time

I’m so scared

The words telling him not to do it and that he was scared came in first, spreading a tingling sensation in a slightly different form from a thrill to his heart. But the words ‘starting next time’ seen late eased Hyun Gyujin’s heart softly again. Because having a next time meant Yuwon liked it too, and had thoughts of touching him again.