NANOM Ch 16

The words Jihyuk had just spat out sent my thoughts scattering faster than any insult ever could. Unable to process the fragmented words all at once, I stared up at him blankly, and Jihyuk grabbed the back of my head with a careless grip, shoving it into his crotch.

“Ugh, argh…!”

“Didn’t hear me? Make me repeat myself, and I’ll do it my way.”

Jihyuk’s way of doing things probably meant he’d hit me. Once again, Jiwon’s bloodied face flashed white across my vision. In the face of fear, my physical repulsion retreated far into the background.

Soon after, the ropes binding my hands and feet were undone. After clenching and unclenching my tingling hands a couple of times, I reached out with trembling fingers to unzip Jihyuk’s pants. But the moment I touched his underwear, my thoughts froze again, halting my actions.

The pants of a student I had taught, and now I was…

As I hesitated, a sharp slap rang in my ears. A numbing pain seared my cheek, and stars burst before my eyes.

“Agh!”

“You’re hesitating even though you sell your body?”

Jihyuk, who had struck my cheek, spoke in a voice devoid of any emotion. Tears streamed down my flushed, heated cheeks. Clutching my burning face with my palm, I cried silently.

It hurt, and it was humiliating. But the most vivid emotion was fear. Overwhelming fear made me discard even the last shred of conscience I had left.

Though trembling uncontrollably, I finally pulled down the waistband of his briefs. At that moment, the grotesque outline of his confined erection sprang free from the underwear.

“…”

With a horrified expression, I looked up at him like a soul had left my body. Jihyuk, with an expressionless face, commanded, “What are you doing? Open your mouth.”

“I, I, no, this, this is…”

It felt like all the blood in my body had gone cold. My trembling lips instinctively pressed together.

Until now, the shape trapped inside his pants didn’t even seem human, so it lacked any sense of reality. But the flesh now fully exposed before my eyes was so monstrous it obliterated every thought in my head without leaving a trace.

Putting that thing in my mouth, or anywhere else for that matter, was unimaginable. It wasn’t something that could be shoved into any part of a body to begin with.

Then, with a ruthless scraping sound, a white flash burst before my eyes again. Clutching my face, I collapsed sideways, still kneeling.

“Ahh!”

“This is the last time I’m going easy on you.”

“Hic… haa.”

Something salty and hot overflowed in my mouth. Drooling blood-mixed saliva down my chin, I groaned, kneeling prostrate on the floor. The pain in my beaten face was unbearable, so much so that I couldn’t think at all.

Once again, my hair was yanked back. Forced to look up at Jihyuk’s face in an instant, I coughed a couple of times, gasping for breath. Blood-tinged saliva splattered.

“Guh, cough…”

As if speaking was too much of a hassle, Jihyuk merely raised an eyebrow and gestured downward with his eyes. There was truly no escape now. The instinct to do something before I was beaten to death drove me to move.

My lips, glued shut by fear, parted slightly. With visibly trembling hands, I slowly grasped the grotesque pillar. Just touching it, the searing-hot column twitched, growing even harder. It was so repulsive I wanted to let go immediately, but I feared Jihyuk might actually kill me if I did.

Even bringing my face close to the flesh made me feel its scorching heat, and I tightly shut my eyes. Had another man’s organ ever felt so threatening? It seemed better not to look at all. As I slowly pressed my lips against the writhing member, I realized I had opened my mouth too small to take it in.

I slowly pulled my jaw downward. Letting out a bitter sigh through the barely parted lips, I finally enveloped the hot column with my mouth. At that moment, a bitter liquid burst out, wetting my lips. A gag reflex hit almost simultaneously.

“Ugh…”

As my chest heaved violently, a roar erupted in my ears. The cheek I’d been struck earlier burned again. The swollen skin, laced with blood vessels, screamed in agony. It felt like one more hit would tear it apart.

“You think you can make a living with that mouth? You’re pathetically clumsy.”

“It… it hurts, hic, stop, stop hitting me… please, just…”

“Do it properly. Or should I force it in myself?”

At his sharp voice, I shook my head, tears streaming down. The thought alone made my legs go weak. Trembling, I opened my mouth wider and took it in deeper than before. The mixed scent of body wash and a thick, masculine odor stung my nose.

My jaw, stretched to a painful angle, ached. I had only taken in the tip, yet it was already my limit. But if I got hit again, I feared my eardrum would burst. Jihyuk’s relentless targeting of one cheek terrified me.

So, gasping with feverish breaths, I struggled to slide the pillar I gripped deeper into my mouth. Fortunately, Jihyuk didn’t urge me on and simply watched.

The column slowly pressing in began to compress the tender flesh at the back of my throat. My airway was immediately blocked.

“Cough, guh, cough, ha, hic…”

Reflexively, I spat out the column and alternated between coughing and gagging uncontrollably. My trembling hands clutched Jihyuk’s knees. Before I could steady my ragged breathing, he grabbed my hair again, forcing me to face him.

“What are you trying to pull?”

His glare carried a murderous intensity.

“Are you pretending to be innocent? Why are you so bad at this?”

“I… I can’t… I’ve never done this before…”

“Can’t read the room? Keep playing dumb, and I’ll rip your mouth apart.”

Grief surged and overflowed. I had never imagined I’d be forced to put someone’s organ in my mouth, let alone one so grotesquely large, belonging to a student I had taught.

Hot tears welled up fiercely within me. Stifling sobs, I gripped the thick column again with trembling hands. Opening my tear-and-saliva-soaked lips, I stuck out my tongue. I couldn’t bring myself to put it in my mouth right away, or I’d vomit, so I had to do it this way.

The smooth tip touched my tongue. Sticky pre-cum, threatening to drench my lips, dripped down my chin. Carefully, I licked the fluid up with my tongue. The red flesh pressed together and parted repeatedly.

A languid, deep breath escaped from above. Hesitating briefly, I opened my mouth and, as before, slid the tip in. But that was as far as I could go. I couldn’t take it any deeper. As I struggled, panting and shedding tears with just the tip in my mouth, Jihyuk spoke in a cold voice.

“I told you I’d rip your mouth if you half-ass it.”

“Wait, just, ugh…!”

In an instant, Jihyuk’s hand dug into my hair. Gripping the back of my head tightly, he thrust it forcefully toward his crotch.

“Ugh, guh…!”

The scream about to burst out was shoved back down my throat. The thick column forced my mouth open at a brutal angle.

I didn’t dare clench my teeth. The rough intrusion, like a beast, was overwhelming, and I desperately grabbed his thighs, trying to pull my head back. Surprisingly, Jihyuk let my head move back easily.

“Do it properly.”

But with a low, gnashing sound, my head was yanked forward again. This time, it was so deep my forehead touched his stomach. The column, tearing open my throat, filled every crevice of my narrow airway without leaving a gap. Completely unable to breathe, I flailed my hands, which had been gripping his knees, in the air.

“Ugh, mmph, ggh…”

No matter how desperately I struggled, Jihyuk’s relentless motion of grabbing my hair and thrusting his organ into my throat showed no sign of softening.

“Fuck…”

Jihyuk muttered in a hoarse voice. With a small groan, like a sigh, his hips began to move. It was as if he was trying to push even deeper into my narrow throat. The depth was incomparable to when he only moved my head.

The thick column, pulsing fiercely, battered the roof of my mouth. As it tore through the soft flesh beyond the hard palate, I could only cling to it, unable to resist, flailing helplessly. The rough ridges on its surface scraped the mucous membrane of my mouth relentlessly. At the same time, a sour, watery fluid flowed deep inside.

Cough, cough. Each time I coughed, my throat spasmed violently. My mind went blank from the unprecedented agony. All I craved was a single breath of air. My eyes rolled back, and the strength drained from my flailing hands. Just as my vision darkened, the column lodged deep in my throat finally withdrew.

“Guh! Cough, ha… hic… ugh… cough.”

My hazy vision slowly returned to normal. Collapsed haphazardly, I rubbed my fluid-soaked face against the floor, gasping for breath. The pain made me wish I could die. The thought of having to do this again was terrifying.

“You’re fucking pathetic. Did you suck Jiwon’s dick this easily? Though I doubt that bastard even has a dick worth sucking.”

Jihyuk sneered, gesturing with his eyes at me writhing in agony.

“Get up and lie face down. If you keep sucking like that, I won’t finish even by morning.”

My tear-blurred vision cleared, but I still couldn’t gather my thoughts. With trembling knees, I barely managed to climb onto the sofa, stumbling several times.

Now, fear of what came next overwhelmed me. I wasn’t well-versed in matters of sex, but I instinctively knew Jihyuk wouldn’t stop here. My entire body trembled uncontrollably. Seeing me shivering like an aspen tree, Jihyuk gave a faint smile.

“What’s so scary? You’ve done this plenty of times.”

“No, I… I haven’t done this. You’re the first. Please, believe me…”

Tears soaked my nose and mouth, dripping down. Kneeling awkwardly on the sofa, I pleaded desperately once more. I had no room to cling to pride.

But Jihyuk stood up without a word. Frozen with fear, I looked up at him. His tall frame cast a long shadow over me. A dark aura enveloped my body, stopping my breath. I couldn’t muster any strength before him.

Jihyuk let out a small laugh.

“Our teacher’s pretty cunning. I didn’t expect that.”

“It’s true! I’m not lying…”

“You’re living with Jiwon and saying it’s your first time?”

Jihyuk’s lips curled into a cold smirk. With a scoff, as if dumbfounded, he slowly picked up a cigarette pack lying on the sofa. Staring at me, he put one in his mouth and lit it.

“Then, since I’m such an idiot to fall for it.”

With a click, the cigarette ignited.

“I’ll go easy on you, teacher, since it’s your first time.”

“…”

“What… you thought I’d buy that?”

Jihyuk’s speech, with the cigarette in his mouth, was slightly slurred. His cheeks dimpled briefly as his lips closed. Hazy smoke swirled above his head like a hallucination. Unable to endure the acrid smoke sinking slowly downward, I coughed a couple of times.

The sharp smoke reminded me of a certain day. Jihyuk’s image, casually offering me a cigarette in front of a café, came to mind.

‘Since I’m your student, I’ll listen well, teacher.’

Now, it seemed affectionate. That day, when he smiled slyly while saying that. The faint red ash had danced before my eyes. Even if I closed my eyes tightly to catch the scattering orange flecks, the memory of that hot summer day was gone when I opened them again.

All that remained was the abyss-like gaze of a man consumed by primal lust.

“It’s not… it’s really not like that…”

Sobbing, I collapsed face-down on the sofa. The overwhelming grief was unbearable.

Jihyuk’s ruthless strikes, his attitude that had once seemed kind flipping like the back of his hand, were certainly painful. But the most unjust part was being misunderstood about my relationship with Jiwon. Though I might not have the right to feel wronged after receiving so much from Jiwon, I couldn’t let it be said that I had a physical relationship with him when I hadn’t.

“It’s true. I… I haven’t done this. Even with Jiwon, today… today was the first time he did something like that to me. I didn’t do anything. Nothing happened, but you, you suddenly came into the house…”

“Fuck, you’re so fucking loud.”

Cutting off my anguished pleas, Jihyuk blew cigarette smoke in my face, deliberately responding more crudely.

“Stop the bullshit and take off your clothes.”

“It’s true… it’s true, Jihyuk. Please, believe me. I didn’t do anything with Jiwon…”

“Clothes. Off.”

Jihyuk’s eyes, filled with irritation to the brim, held no warmth. Crying aloud like a fool, I unzipped my pants with trembling hands and pulled them down to my thighs. I was now undressing myself to give my body to a student I had taught.

What’s the difference between you and a whore?

Those words echoed in my ears repeatedly.

“Take it all off. Every last piece.”

With creaking fingertips, I fumbled several times before slowly pulling off the pants down to my thighs. My nerves made it hard to get the pants off my ankles. Biting my lips tightly, I pulled the pants off one leg at a time. I took off my socks too.

I still had my knit sweater, the inner T-shirt, and my underwear. Shedding tears, I crossed my arms and took off the sweater. If I removed the thin white short-sleeved T-shirt, my bare torso would be fully exposed. My hands naturally hesitated and stopped.

“Fuck, teacher. Gonna take all night? Want me to rip it off?”

Jihyuk muttered irritably. Shaking my head vigorously, I hurriedly took off the top. My bare body was defenselessly revealed. The room wasn’t cold, but the air felt chillingly stark.

Jihyuk’s gaze sharply scanned my naked body. His predatory stare made my body tremble even more. Instinctively, my hands moved to cover my meager chest. Seeing this, Jihyuk scoffed mockingly.

“Covering your chest with your hands? How are you gonna take that off? Why hide something that’s barely there?”

“Jihyuk, please…”

Jihyuk gestured toward my lower body with his eyes. His blunt words, as always, felt especially humiliating today. Even amidst the fear and misery, shame was still alive.

His gaze alone made my swollen cheek sting sharply. Terrified of being hit again, I reluctantly lowered the hands covering my chest. Slowly, I pulled my underwear from my thighs to my ankles. As I stripped off the last layer covering my body with my own hands, the tattered remnants of my self-respect crumbled completely. As the underwear fell away, tears dropped to the floor alongside them.

I hurriedly covered my lifeless organ with both hands. My legs instinctively twisted together. Standing naked before another person shattered not just my pride but the last vestige of my human dignity.

Jihyuk quietly instructed, “Lie face down there and spread your hole yourself.”

My breath caught in my chest. The immense pressure, incomparable to the humiliation of being hit, insulted, sucking his organ, and undressing myself, choked my airway.

It was pure despair. Jihyuk’s command to perform such an unthinkable act, and my situation, having to obey it in this moment.

My trembling knees pressed against the sofa, and my straightened arms reached higher. My shaking elbows kept buckling. Struggling to lie face down on the sofa, I tightly shut my eyes and bit my lips hard. I managed to undress and lie down, but I couldn’t bring myself to perform the final act Jihyuk had ordered.

As I hesitated, a deafening slap tore through the air. Realizing Jihyuk’s hand had struck my buttocks, my eyes widened. Blood burst from the flesh I had been gnawing between my teeth. No matter how much humiliation I endured, the realization that it wasn’t the lowest point shocked me the most. It might have been worse than being slapped on the face.

“Keep your hands idle like that if you want your ass beaten more.”

Jihyuk growled, striking my buttocks with his palm again. The sound of his wide hand colliding with my skin was piercing. The brutally struck area trembled, and my waist instinctively curved. Pain and shame mixed together, flowing out as tears.

Slowly, I reached back with the hand that had been gripping the sofa. With my shoulder and half-turned face pressed against the sofa’s leather, I grasped my buttocks with trembling hands. The struck area burned fiercely. Holding my breath for a moment, I gripped the plump mounds and spread them apart. Tears leaked out, soaking the face pressed against the sofa.

“Ugh… hic, sob… hic.”

Stifling my ugly sobs, I finally exposed a part of myself I had never shown to Jihyuk’s eyes. I thought how much better it would be if I could die right there.

Choking sounds escaped involuntarily. I waited for Jihyuk’s next command in that state. Imagining his gaze on my exposed hole, I bit my bleeding lips again. The bitter, humiliating taste came alive in my mouth.

With a thud, my perineum involuntarily contracted. Something wet trickled around the hole. It didn’t take long to realize Jihyuk had spat on it.

“Spread it wider.”

With the curt command, without even a moment’s reprieve, a hot, blunt mass was roughly rubbed against my hole. It was the movement of a beast gauging whether it could swallow its prey in one gulp.

So startled, the strength left my hands spreading my buttocks. Instinctively, I pushed back against Jihyuk’s thighs, trying to keep the narrow hole from being pried open. But his hand quickly grabbed my wrist to stop me, pressing his organ forward against the tightly closed folds.

“No, it won’t fit, that… that won’t fit… please!”

Tears streamed down as I screamed desperately. This time, the tables had turned. I thought shame had erased all pain, but after experiencing the size of his organ with my mouth, the instinct to survive overpowered everything else.

It’ll tear. It’ll completely ruin me. Shaking off his grip with desperate force, his hold on my wrist loosened for a moment. Seizing the chance, I crawled forward on instinct alone. I didn’t think I could escape Jihyuk, but I was simply terrified of having that monstrous flesh inside my body.

“Teacher, what are you doing?”

But from behind, only blatant mockery rang out. Jihyuk grabbed my waist with both hands as I crawled up the sofa and pulled me back toward him. Like a powerless scarecrow, I had no choice but to be dragged as he pulled. The strength difference was too great from the start.

“Argh!”

“Why the pathetic act? Trying to turn me on? Maybe selling your body is your true calling.”

With a mocking sneer, Jihyuk aligned his organ between my closed folds again. The hot flesh was forcefully rubbed between my buttocks. But the hole, once wet with spit, had dried up, now too tight to accept anything. Jihyuk cursed and shoved his fingers into my mouth, commanding, “Suck. Until they’re soaked. Or I’ll shove my dick in as is.”

My hesitation was brief. The thought of what would happen if I took his organ as is was horrifying. I hurriedly put his proffered fingers in my mouth.

Naturally, they were less daunting than the organ I had sucked earlier, but the two fingers were still thick enough to be cumbersome to suck. The rough, ridged column lingered briefly, as if savoring the feel of my tongue, then slowly began to stir inside my mouth.

“Ah… ugh…”

Saliva dripped down my chin, falling onto the sofa. The fingers roughly handling the soft flesh inside my mouth were overwhelming and disgusting. With my buttocks awkwardly raised, I focused on not biting down, keeping my lips tense.

Like searching for something, the thick, long fingers scoured my mouth. Swallowing back gags repeatedly, I sucked Jihyuk’s fingers. When I tried to open my mouth to breathe, the thick, rod-like fingers pressed down on my tongue, not even allowing that. Each time, I desperately grabbed his wrist, but the nausea and pain didn’t subside.

Finally, the fingers that had been ruthlessly pressing and rubbing the soft flesh in my mouth slipped out. Like a panting dog, saliva dripped down my chin. Gasping for breath, I braced my arms to avoid collapsing forward.

“Hic… ugh…”

“Relax.”

A curt command came from behind. My head was dizzy and blank from lack of oxygen. Before I could fully process his words, the fingers I had just sucked touched me from behind.

“Wait, hic!”

Before I could even curve my waist to escape, something long forced its way into the narrow gap. My buttocks instinctively clenched, gripping the intruding fingers tightly. It wasn’t so much painful as it was an unbearable sensation of foreignness.

“Fuck, teacher. I get that your hole’s loose, but still.”

“This, this is weird, stop…!”

“I’m gonna stuff you full of dick whether you beg or not, so relax already.”

The words pouring from his coarse voice were unbelievably vulgar. It felt like my ears were drowning in black water. Even as he mercilessly pried open the narrow hole with his fingers, the tension in my buttocks wouldn’t ease, and soon his rough palm struck my buttocks with a sharp slap.

A scream escaped as I released my bitten lip. The impact reverberated from my buttocks up my spine. The hard finger invading the tight inner walls, forcing them apart, now began to recklessly probe inside. My calves and toes instinctively tensed.

“Ah, ah…”

Moaning, I buried my forehead into the sofa. Not only had I shown a student a part of myself I’d never exposed to anyone, but I was now presenting it to his face to toy with as he pleased, and even that felt absurd.

But I had to be grateful for the humiliating act Jihyuk was inflicting on me. The fingers that had carelessly probed my hole a couple of times quickly withdrew, and soon a sensation entirely different from his fingers began pressing against the entrance again. The entrance, now slick with saliva, was ready to accept the thick tip this time instead of resisting.

Then, with a sudden pop, I opened my mouth wide.

“…!”

No scream came out. Tears and saliva flowed simultaneously from my wide-open eyes and gaping mouth.

“Fuck…”

Without any warning, Jihyuk shoved his organ inside me, gripping my waist so hard it left marks, then let out a hot breath.

It felt like a solid rock had been forced into my hole. It seemed impossible to stretch any further, yet the relentless expansion felt both alien and horrific.

“Ah, ah…!”

It was as if a thick snake was slithering into my body, seeking a narrow space. Stubbornly and cruelly.

“Hic, ugh, stop. Stop, pull it out, please, it’s too deep, uh…!”

“Want me to pull out?”

With a wet exhale, Jihyuk slowly withdrew his hips. As the column slid out with a slick sound, I had the illusion that my insides were spilling out of the gaping hole. The sensation of being filled and then emptied was disorienting. It felt like being pierced by a skewer and then released.

Clutching my lower abdomen while lying face down, I panted heavily. I was about to turn and plead tearfully to Jihyuk when—

“Ah! Haaagh!”

Jihyuk, who had slowly grabbed my wrist and pulled it back, slammed his blazing-hot column fully into the open hole. I flinched violently, like I’d been electrocuted, and screamed.

The act repeated several times. As if mocking my wailing pleas, he slowly pressed the column against my buttocks, circling it, then pulled it out only to slam it back in mercilessly. Each time, it felt like my inner walls were being dragged out entirely. The playful act of pulling out slowly and thrusting in hard drove me nearly insane.

A faint chuckle accompanied the squelching sounds pounding my ears. It felt like being struck in the lower abdomen with a club. Jihyuk’s organ, relentlessly thrusting, grazed a sensitive spot precariously. But the junction, constantly rubbed, was too hot and painful to feel anything but agony.

“Hic, ugh. Stop, please. It hurts, it hurts…”

My sobs mingled with moans. Holding back tears was meaningless before my shattered dignity. Wailing loudly, I desperately reached back to push Jihyuk’s arms or thighs away. Each time, his hand seized my wrist, twisting it back.

Each time he gripped my outstretched arm and thrust his organ in, it dug in cruelly deep, so I gave up even that feeble resistance. All I could do was bury my face, grip the sofa with fingers that felt like they’d break, and pray for this time to pass quickly.

The ravaged state of my torn hole was palpable. Each time Jihyuk pulled out and thrust back in, the persistently rubbed area felt tattered. Burying my forehead in the sofa, I groaned and gritted my teeth. Finally, through my panting, upturned vision, I saw my thigh stained with blood dripping from my violated hole.

“Ah, ugh… ah… it hurts. Jihyuk, it hurts…”

“Shut up. Before I rip your mouth open again.”

His fierce growl made my mouth close instinctively. Completely subdued by violence, I could only stick out my buttocks in a pathetic stance and let Jihyuk do as he pleased. Lying face down, enduring his organ for what felt like ages, I finally collapsed. My trembling knees and thighs couldn’t withstand the beastly force of Jihyuk’s relentless thrusts.

“Teacher, fuck, you know what? You’re a fucking pathetic whore.”

Jihyuk snarled viciously. Then, grabbing my collapsed waist, he flipped me over. Lying face-up, staring at Jihyuk, I cast a dazed gaze at the ceiling. My vision kept darkening.

With no strength to respond, only panting, Jihyuk grabbed my thighs and spread them wide. Like a ridiculous frog with legs splayed open, I had no strength to resist. With lifeless eyes, I looked up at Jihyuk, letting out faint moans. Amid the excruciating pain, sleep kept pulling at me.

Jihyuk, gazing down at me with expressionless eyes, suddenly slammed his withdrawn organ back in. Wanting to clutch my jolting lower abdomen, my hands barely lifted before falling back to the floor. His organ, fully withdrawn, stabbed into the deepest part of me repeatedly, as if chastising me.

Saliva pooled in my mouth and dribbled out from the body-shaking pain. In a state devoid of any dignity, I blankly stared at Jihyuk, who was mounting and violating me.

“Ah, ugh… ugh.”

“Relax. Fuck, Jeonghyun, you can’t even do this?”

The way he called my name was an insult in itself. Jihyuk’s tone dripped with mockery. But even as I was wholly pierced by such humiliation, I had neither the strength nor the will to retort. Those emotions had already melted away, flowing out as tears and blood.

“I told you to relax. You must’ve taken Jiwon’s dick countless times, so why are you so bad at this?”

“Please, please, slow down… please… it hurts too much. It hurts too much…”

My words broke off as my body shook with each thrust. Mixed with tears, they were barely coherent. As I pleaded desperately, Jihyuk mocked me, roughly kneading my buttocks. Each time his hand touched my surely swollen, red buttocks, it stung like an electric shock.

My widely spread legs were lifted to my shoulders. Folding me nearly in half, Jihyuk mounted me and slammed his hips down hard. With a bang, the violent jolt reverberated through my body. Hot liquid kept flowing from the pitifully torn hole.

“Ah… it hurts… Jihyuk… stop… I…”

My widely parted lips slowly closed. Unable to finish my words, I went limp. Beyond my darkening consciousness, I vaguely saw his face. But with tears clouding my vision, I couldn’t make out his expression clearly.

The blurry shape of his face came closer. Then, something soft covered my lips. It’s hot. So hot… As I thought this, the cruelly prolonged thread of consciousness finally snapped. Gratefully accepting the long-awaited relief, I willingly closed my eyes.