NTH 43

“I guess that’s true. Then what do you pursue?”

“I’m going to pursue you. These days, my head is so full of you that I don’t have time to think about anything else.”

Nana, his face flushing red, said in an aggrieved voice.

“It’s troublesome if you say such sugary words so often. I can’t even fathom how ugly I’ll become if I start getting really greedy. I might become obsessive and clingy and be incredibly tiring.”

At the moment he imagined a Nana who was obsessive, clingy, and tiring, Jeha’s mind went dizzy. Because he was the one who was always on edge, afraid that Nana might suddenly disappear one day without a word.

“I’d like to see that side of you too. Anyway, stop with the useless thoughts and focus on me for now.”

“Umm…, ah…”

Jeha supported Nana’s neck and slowly laid him down on the sofa, then slowly parted his lips with his tongue. Even if a day came when he went blind and could not see Nana, or went deaf and could not hear his voice, he wanted to memorize the sensation of his touch completely, so that he could recognize him instantly just by a kiss.

“Haa…”

Already short of breath, Nana’s chest heaved as he let out a hot breath. Jeha sucked up all of his saliva that trickled down between his parted lips. A strange stubbornness arose in him, not wanting to let even a single thing of his flow outside of his own body.

He immediately put his hand under Nana’s t-shirt and lifted it, and in contrast to the dark navy fabric, his thin body shone even whiter.

At Jeha’s touch, Nana’s body flinched. The hand traveled up from his waist to his stomach, to his side, and finally reached the small, pink nub.

“Ah, ha-euh…”

As he gently rubbed it, the nipple hardened at once. When he fondled both breasts at the same time, he moaned and his hips writhed.

“Ah…, heu-eut…”

He spread his tongue wide and sucked around the areola, and when he touched the nub with the tip of his tongue, Nana twitched as if electrocuted. Grinding his already stiff and heavy erection languidly against Nana’s thigh, Jeha indulged in Nana’s chest to his heart’s content, as if satisfying his hunger.

While he gathered the area around the areola in a circle and held it, sucking on the nipple, Nana’s erection touched the area around Jeha’s abs.

He put his hand inside the elastic waistband of the loose loungewear pants and groped over the rather swollen drawers, and the front was wet. The moment he felt the precum that had soaked the underwear on his palm, goosebumps ran all the way to the top of Jeha’s head. He felt like he was going to go crazy at any moment.

When he tried to pull down the pants with a hasty touch, Nana was surprised and stopped him.

“W-wait! I haven’t showered yet…”

“I don’t care.”

“No, I sweated a bit from cooking. I’ll go wash up quickly, okay?”

“No.”

“Then hey! Should we shower together for a change? You know, to commemorate us getting together…”

At his desperate appearance, Jeha finally chuckled and kissed Nana’s forehead. Nana’s eyes widened when he saw Jeha’s member standing up angrily as if it would break through his pants.

“No, when did it get this… whoa!”

Jeha lifted Nana up in a flash and, with his front bobbing embarrassingly, strode into the bathroom.

After carefully setting Nana down in the shower booth, Jeha hurriedly stripped off all of his clothes and threw off what he was wearing himself. As soon as he had Nana standing under the warm water pouring down from the showerhead, Jeha pressed his body close and attached his lips.

Nana, wrapping his arms around Jeha’s waist, accepted his tongue and groaned with a lewd sound.

The palm that was cupping Nana’s cheek went from his earlobe to the nape of his neck, to his shoulder, down his back, stroking his thin waist and going further down. When he spread his hand and gently parted his round buttocks to either side, he leaned his head on Jeha’s shoulder and gasped for breath.

“Nana.”

“Yes.”

“Here, is it okay if I touch you?”

Jeha gently inserted his finger between the cheeks of his buttocks and tapped lightly. Nana bit down hard on Jeha’s shoulder like an untamed cat.

“Don’t ask about things like that one by one, just do as you please.”

“If I did that, your body would be in tatters.”

“I’m a man. I’m not that weak.”

As he once again devoured Nana’s lips as if to swallow them, Jeha recalled the results of Nana’s health check-up that he had heard from Chief Jeong.

「It seems he has not received any vaccinations, so you could say he has almost none of the antibodies that normal adults have.」

「Take all the measures you can. What else?」

「The most serious thing is that malignant anemia is suspected. To find out for sure, a bone marrow test must be done.」

「What is suspected?」

「Anemia, specifically aplastic anemia.」

Jeha immediately searched for the symptoms of aplastic anemia on the internet.

Chronic fatigue, excessive sleep, weakness, lightheadedness, dizziness, anxiety, headaches, pale skin, shortness of breath, frequent bleeding. All of them were symptoms easily found in Nana.

「What is the treatment?」

「Hematopoietic stem cell transplantation is the best method. There is also immunosuppressive therapy, but it is an incurable disease, so a good outcome is difficult to guarantee, and the cost is also said to be quite high.」

「If it can be solved with money, that’s a relief. Please prepare for him to receive a bone marrow test soon.」

He would cure the anemia by any means necessary. Compared to the fight against the parasitic soul, for which he did not even know the method, a disease that could be resolved with modern medicine and economic power was rather an easy opponent, wasn’t it?

“Do you feel suffocated or dizzy?”

When Jeha pulled his lips away and cupped Nana’s cheeks, he answered while gasping for breath.

“I’m fine.”

“If you’re having a hard time, tell me right away.”

Nana pouted with a sulky expression.

“It’s harder when you just tease me and don’t touch me properly.”

“You shouldn’t provoke a person so fearlessly like that.”

“What kind of lover is so lukewarm? Are you even a man? If this is how it’s going to be, it would be better to just wash up quickly and go out and watch Let’s Go, Explore the Global Village, heu-eup…!”

To compare pressing his body against him not to a movie or a variety show, but to a documentary like ‘Let’s Go, Explore the Global Village’. Jeha, whose pride had been severely bruised while worrying about his body, blocked Nana’s chattering mouth with his own lips.

With one hand, he held Nana’s chest, and with the other, his genitals. After rubbing the top of the nipple a few times with his thumb, the sensitive nub stood up straight. Nana’s body trembled as if in a shudder.

As he moved the hand holding his genitals up and down, a clear, sticky fluid flowed out of the opening and wet Jeha’s palm. As if his legs had lost their strength, Nana wrapped his arms around Jeha’s shoulder and clung to him, letting out a moan through his teeth.

“Hah-eut, ah… at, good, mmh…”

Jeha bent his upper body and licked Nana’s chest with his tongue. The hand shaking his shaft moved without rest. Feeling Nana’s member becoming increasingly erect, Jeha’s own heavy member was also aroused to the point of feeling pain.

Nana’s pale, wet skin shone transparently. Jeha lowered his body and knelt in front of Nana.

“I want to do it with my mouth.”

“Huh? I’m at my limit right now, I think I’m going to cum right away…”

“Just bear with it for a little longer.”

“No, wait, heu-ah-at…!”

Before he could stop him, Nana’s genitals were sucked into Jeha’s mouth. Nana unwittingly thrust his hips. He couldn’t bear the rush of ejaculation that came on like a storm. Tilting his head back, he barely managed to part his lips.

“Wait, ha-euk, this is too much…, ah-at…”

While swallowing Nana’s precum that was leaking out along with his own saliva, Jeha tried not to think about what Cheon Sagang had said. But the more he tried, the more clearly his voice echoed in his head.

「His semen. Pretty tasty, right? Your body must be overflowing with energy, so you can’t help but keep consuming it.」

No, I’m not doing this because I want to eat something like that. It’s just that he’s unbearably lovely, so I want to hold him, touch him, and lick every nook and cranny of his body to feel this body more vividly. I don’t have a single speck of the ridiculous intention of gaining strength by eating someone else’s bodily fluids.

I am different from you.

Because I am not a parasitic soul that can only live by obtaining vitality from others, but a complete human being in my own right.

Contrary to the cry in his heart, Jeha’s mouth greedily devoured Nana’s cock and trapped it with a strong force. As if his tongue was moving on its own, out of his control, it was rubbing against the most vulnerable part at the very tip of the genitals as if to torment it, with the momentum to dig into the hole itself.

“Heu-eut, there, please, stop, at, I’m coming…!”

Despite Nana’s desperate cry, Jeha did not stop. He moved his head back and forth with the genitals in his mouth.

He reached out his free hand and stroked his buttocks, then inserted one finger deep between the cheeks and rubbed the area around the entrance stickily, and Nana’s body stiffened as if electrocuted as he put strength into his lower body.

A hot liquid shot out from the tip of his genitals and filled Jeha’s mouth. Jeha swallowed it all without hesitation. Until Nana collapsed onto his body like he was breaking, Jeha did not take his mouth off his genitals.

“Eu-eut… stop it…”

“Are you okay?”

“Why the hell would you eat that, it’s so embarrassing…”

“I did it without realizing. I’m sorry, sorry.”

Jeha sat up, hugged Nana tightly, and patted his back. Because of that, his still-angry erection touched Nana’s stomach. Nana, startled, said.

“Now that I think about it, you haven’t yet.”

“Ah, well…”

“I’ll do it for you!”

“Huh? You?”

“Yeah! Like you, with my mouth…”

“No. The floor is hard, and if you stay in the water for too long, you’ll catch a cold again.”

“I’m fine.”

“If I say no, I mean no. I’ll take care of this myself, so you wash up quickly and get out.”

“I don’t want to! I want to make you feel good too. If you don’t want my mouth, then, hmm, how about putting it in here…”

Nana, glancing at Jeha, discreetly pointed to his own buttocks with his finger. Jeha’s vision went black. He barely managed to grab hold of the last thread of his sanity that was about to fly away.

“I’ll do that when your body gets a little healthier. If it really bothers you, for now, just lend me your thighs like last time.”

“Like last time? Yeah, sure.”

Fortunately, Nana didn’t insist and turned his body, placing his palms on the wall. Bending his upper body and pushing his buttocks back slightly, he turned his head and looked at Jeha.

“Will this do?”

It was a sight that made it impossible for Jeha not to pounce.

“You really have a knack for driving a person crazy.”

Jeha thrust his own shaft, which had become even more menacing than before, between Nana’s thighs and hugged him tightly. If he could, he wanted to confine Nana in this house, in his arms, and never let him go outside forever.

So that not only Cheon Sagang but any living creature with eyes could not see this sight. So that Nana’s laughter, his sadness, the small gestures of this beautiful body, and even his faint breath, could be possessed by Jeha alone.

Until Nana’s breath was cut off, until the day his own breath ran out.

As he held Nana as if to bind him with both arms and moved his lower body faster and more violently, Nana’s member, pressed against Jeha’s cock, became hot and hard again. Jeha held Nana’s genitals and blocked the opening firmly with his thumb.

“Heu-eut, it’s frustrating, I want to cum…”