FETCH 32

“Seriously, don’t regret it.”

“Are you deaf? I told you, I won’t regret it.”

“I feel pretty damn unfair because it feels like I’m the only one who will.”

Along with those words, Han Kang’s thick finger pushed deep between his buttocks. He found the gel, tore it open with his teeth, and immediately smeared it around the hole.

As the cold gel and cold air touched him, Jaechan felt as if his buttocks were freezing. When Jaechan let out a groan and stiffened his waist, Han Kang gently massaged his pelvis.

“Relax.”

“This feels… re-really… strange.”

“You said you wouldn’t regret it.”

“Can’t I even… say anything…”

Rather than regret, it was the feeling of his insides churning that he disliked. Whether he thought his posture looked unstable or he had simply resigned himself, Han Kang, who was now positioned between the neatly laid out Jaechan’s legs, was carefully widening his insides.

Suddenly feeling embarrassed by his fully exposed cock, Jaechan squeezed his legs together, and Han Kang spoke to him with an expressionless face.

“It’s not like it’s my first or second day seeing your dick.”

“It’ll be the first time you see it erect.”

“What.”

Is it not? Jaechan let it go because he couldn’t remember well.

Just as the churning feeling inside was becoming somewhat familiar, the number of fingers rummaging inside increased.

By the time he thought a certain amount of time had passed, the chill that had hung around them had dissipated at least a little. Whether putting fingers inside counted as guiding, Han Kang’s expression was gradually improving.

Right, he was going to be like that once he received guiding, so why was he resisting?

Jaechan let out a trembling breath and intentionally relaxed his body. Then, as if he thought the preparation was finished, Han Kang’s hand that had been positioned between his buttocks slipped out. He had taken out a total of four fingers.

Following that, Han Kang’s blunt glans poked between his buttocks. A chill rushed in at the act of pressing and rubbing as if to tame the surrounding area. Jaechan was slightly scared that Han Kang, who was consciously trying not to meet his eyes, might stop here again.

Since there would be nothing more futile than stopping here after becoming a Guide.

Jaechan made a clicking sound with his mouth toward Han Kang, who was holding his cock and slowly rubbing it against him. Han Kang, with his head still lowered, only looked up with his eyes to see Jaechan.

“Just do it. We have to do it eventually anyway.”

“…”

“It’s not acting like a slut, it’s… guiding. Something I can do for you.”

Because it’s you and me, because we are in a relationship with such a matching rate, and because we are an Esper and a Guide, this is an act we can do.

As soon as he spoke repeatedly as if to emphasize, Han Kang’s brow narrowed without a gap. As if he had finally made up his mind, Han Kang gripped his penis tightly and pushed it close to the hole. Just the glans touching made Jaechan realize his size, and he gasped for breath.

At the unfamiliar sensation, Jaechan frowned. Han Kang leaned down and slowly pressed their chests together.

“Yeah, I know. I know, I know.”

Jaechan’s two legs were lifted and settled on Han Kang’s thick shoulders. A damp piece of flesh swept over his flat chest. No matter how much Han Kang’s rampage had subsided slightly, the interior was still cold, so his body flinched and trembled.

At the same time, his heart throbbed, pumping late. I’m having sex with Han Kang. And in a state where Han Kang is no longer pushing me away.

Han Kang’s eyes looking at him seemed somewhat complex, but that was it. It was quite embarrassing to have him staring down like that.

No matter how long they had been friends, and thus had seen everything there was to see, it was natural to feel ashamed of exposing his naked body like this.

As if urging him on, Jaechan moved his hips and rubbed against Han Kang’s glans. The gel that had been applied thickly flowed around the flickering hole, causing a chill.

“Heugh, ah… Don’t drag it out…”

Han Kang’s ability, which had seemed to subside slightly, was gradually becoming stronger. Seeing the eerie sounds echoing one after another, it seemed frost would soon form. He really had to guide him now, but Han Kang was hesitating for some reason.

Should I just flip him over again? Since the space between his buttocks was now widened as much as it could be, wouldn’t it go in even if he was turned over and pushed in? When Jaechan put strength in his lower abdomen and lifted his head slightly, he saw Han Kang’s cock bouncing up and down.

No, that won’t work. Jaechan gave up easily.

It was a cock too large for him to insert on his own. Then there was no choice but to wait.

He looked at Han Kang again with the feeling of telling him to hurry up. He saw his parched lips. Should they have started with a kiss? It was then that all sorts of thoughts flashed through his head.

“Right, it’s not acting like a slut, it’s guiding.”

Even though it had been a while since he said that, Han Kang belatedly chewed over Jaechan’s words like a parrot. As if adding a plausible reason to his own actions.

“Right, so.”

“Not an Esper and a Guide… but something you and I can do.”

Han Kang, who corrected what Jaechan had said, finally pushed his cock firmly into the hole.

“Heuaaaa…!”

Regardless of all the loosening he had done until now, Jaechan’s body stiffened at once.

The sensation of a foreign object piercing through his insides was immense. Because he hadn’t imagined they would fit together so tightly, pain preceded pleasure. Jaechan unconsciously grabbed Han Kang’s thighs tightly.

Thud, his body jumped at the upward thrust of the waist. Jaechan let out a rough groan and jerked his head back. The cock burrowing inside pushed up without knowing any limit, finally choking him.

“Heugh, ugh. Ah! Wai… wait a minute…!”

If only he could breathe a little.

But Han Kang, as if possessed by something, just added speed to his waist movements while holding Jaechan tightly.

Thump, thump, the sounds of clashing echoed explicitly inside. His churning inner flesh contracted tightly, wrapping firmly around Han Kang’s cock. The thick penis rummaging inside poked his insides as if it were angry. Every time the tender inner walls were crushed, it felt as if his vision was spinning.

They say that after doing it for a while, pleasure sets in. Since he hadn’t reached that ‘certain point’ yet, it felt like he was going to die from pain rather than it feeling good. He had clearly poured out a whole pack of gel, but the frictional heat hitting him made it feel like his buttocks were burning as if the gel had all evaporated.

Moreover, a sharp pain, as if something sharp was tearing his skin, set in, causing him to repeatedly bite his teeth and put strength in his body.

Contrary to the joy of finally being physically intimate with Han Kang, Jaechan struggled with an unfamiliar pain he had never felt before. And regardless of his state, he felt all his energy being consumed by the guiding waves that were pouring out like crazy.

The guiding was working properly, so he just had to focus on that, but his heart ached because Han Kang’s gaze and actions looking down at him were not the least bit kind.

He knew Han Kang was someone who wouldn’t do something he didn’t want to do even if he were to die, but even if it was a relationship he was engaging in inevitably, couldn’t he be considerate of him?

The act of pushing him out of anger was nothing but pure suffering. Jaechan felt his heart crumbling and shook his head in distress. It hurt. Due to the waist thrusting up with a slap, slap sound, pain like being struck occurred in his buttocks and thighs, and a nausea like his organs were being tangled lurked inside.

It was a relationship he had longed for so much, but he never imagined it would turn out like this. Perhaps that was why, it was then that he felt like all of this was his fault.

Jaechan finally couldn’t swallow the tears welling up in his eyes. When he let out a wet groan, Han Kang flinched for a moment.

“Pl… please do it a bit more gently… It hurts so much, really… It hurts, too much…”

“…”

He tried to speak as calmly as possible in his own way, but unlike his will, his voice trembled violently. Han Kang let out a long sigh. The sensation of his completely stopped cock wriggling inside was so explicit that his thighs convulsed slightly.

Jaechan sniffled and looked at Han Kang. There would be red capillaries intertwined around the pupils directed at him. Seeing his eyes stinging, they might have already swollen. Jaechan, seeing that Han Kang’s gaze meeting his had settled calmly, carefully added words.

“I know you don’t want to do this… but it’s my first time, it hurts. Please do it a bit more gently, really… it hurts so much…”

“I’m sorry.”

“Just, go slowly. Just a bit…”

“I’m sorry.”

Han Kang slowly leaned down and hugged Jaechan tightly. At the same time, he pulled his upper body up close. He didn’t care that a heated groan broke out.

Jaechan, who at some point ended up sitting on Han Kang’s knees, distorted his face sharply at the cock pushing in deeply before he could even realize the posture. A different sensation than before set in. It was a much smoother movement, so he didn’t even realize it was painful.

Jaechan let out a trembling groan and looked down at Han Kang. The hand gently stroking his back had regained its usual tenderness, and the hand kneading his buttocks was the same.

Their lips touched. Unlike their first kiss, the tongue navigating his mouth was warm and soft. When he met his tongue following the tongue sweeping his teeth, Han Kang closed his eyes steadily. At the same time, he gently caressed his thighs.

“Jeon Jaechan, you move. I’ll stay still.”

“…”

“Can’t you do it?”