JADE 62

In any case, it wasn’t so bad, even if it was a bit embarrassing to be doing something while sober. And since the preliminary preparations were more or less finished, the moment would now come when Jin Sejun would truly have to accept an alpha’s dick.

‘Since I’m an alpha, I probably can’t feel anything from behind.’

Omegas get wet on their own when they get aroused. And they were born to feel it right when that place was sufficiently filled and thrusted into by a dick, but that was not the case for Jin Sejun. If his pheromones were going to be like that, wouldn’t it have been easier to just become an omega physically as well?

Now that he was trying to have sex with an alpha, he was having thoughts he’d never once had in his entire life.

He might have given himself a prostate massage with his fingers, but there was no way it could feel good right away with something that big going in, so if he felt anything at all, he would have to focus on it intently. He had to show that he liked it for that low-self-esteem Kwon Joowan to even think about doing it again.

Jin Sejun resolved to feel something, whatever it might be, and stroked Kwon Joowan’s waist and back. But the moment he touched Kwon Joowan’s penis, he was once again struck by the premonition… no, the fear that this wasn’t going to work.

However, having been born an alpha and climbed a mountain to just before its peak, he couldn’t very well go back down without planting a single flag. It was also true that he felt a bit of resistance stroking another alpha’s penis.

While he was doing that, Kwon Joowan, who had been panting with his hands clenched into tight fists, held something out.

“…A condom?”

“Mr. Sejun, you do it…”

“You want me to put it on for you?”

“Yes…”

His questioning expression and tone were so demure, but the penis itself, which was throbbing with bulging veins as if about to burst, was just too gruesome….

‘I feel like I’m sharpening the executioner’s sword that will strike my own neck.’

Even as he thought that, Jin Sejun focused on tearing open the condom wrapper. He had put one on his own a few times for sex ed or other reasons, but it was the first time he was putting one on someone else’s, and one this big at that, so his hands were trembling for no reason.

It was just as he brought his hand to roll the ring down, matching it to the tip. He hadn’t even touched it yet, but Kwon Joowan’s dick twitched and jumped up on its own, and he suddenly didn’t want to touch it. It was like, he felt like he had to touch an ugly eel from the deep sea with his bare hands. And on top of that, he had to put it inside his body….

But Kwon Joowan himself seemed to be embarrassed, as his ears were flushed red. As soon as he saw that, Jin Sejun became much more generous.

‘He has a strange way of seeming younger.’

From the perspective of someone who felt competitive with alphas in all matters, it was better not to think about the two-years-older Kwon Joowan’s dating history and promiscuity.

As if even putting on a single condom was stimulating, Kwon Joowan repeatedly flinched and trembled while he rolled the ring down to the base. Thanks to that, a sudden playfulness welled up in Jin Sejun, and after putting the condom on completely, he took the tipped head of the dick between his lips and bit down, chomp.

“Mr. Sejuuun…”

With his teeth covered by his lips, he gently chewed around the circumference of the glans, and a crying sound came out. Only then did Jin Sejun, his desire to have sex truly returned, lie down meekly again. Spreading his legs as if to say ‘eat as much as you want’ was a bonus.

Kwon Joowan looked at it calmly, then grabbed Jin Sejun by his hip bones.

“Since it’s your first time in the back, Mr. Sejun… it’ll be more comfortable for you to turn your back to me.”

“You’re an expert.”

“I’m not an expert, but it just seems like it would be.”

Come to think of it, putting aside the angle at which their lower bodies would connect, if he showed a face of enduring pain or looking displeased, Kwon Joowan would probably lose his erection. Wasn’t his self-esteem a bit low? The moment he thought something was wrong, he might turn pale and run away.

Jin Sejun obediently turned over and got on all fours in the same position as when his ass was prodded by a tongue earlier.

“……”

From behind his head, he heard a gulp, the sound of swallowing spit. At that, goosebumps started to rise on the back of Jin Sejun’s neck again, and he was starting to regret getting on all fours, to boot. Since the unknown is tense because it is unknown, wouldn’t it be better to face it directly?

“…Huk.”

But as soon as he felt something blunt and hard touch his relaxed hole, he thought that ‘facing it directly’ was out of the question. Since he had come this far, he was planning to voluntarily amplify and enjoy whatever pleasure he felt, just as he had resolved to do earlier.

‘I like an alpha’s dick. Let’s possess a fucking slutty omega. I’m so happy to be fucking an alpha, I’m going to feel it like crazy the moment it goes in, I hope he cums inside me….’

He had overdone it a bit, and wondering if he was a lunatic, he found himself calmly observing reality again. But since that was an inappropriate mindset to have during sex, he panted intentionally while imagining Kwon Joowan’s face as he felt immense pleasure. It was an expression Jin Sejun had thought of a lot back when he used to treat Kwon Joowan like his omega.

And it seemed Kwon Joowan was also trying to relax. Even though his palms were damp, he pressed his body against him as calmly as possible. Thanks to how well he had been soothed with tongue and fingers, the pressure of his body being stretched open for the first time was bearable.

“Heu… heuak.”

But when the thickest part of the penis entered, it didn’t seem possible without drawing blood. When a pale-faced Jin Sejun whipped his head around over his shoulder, Kwon Joowan gently stroked the muscles that stood out sharply on his lower back before kneading his ass.

“Ha… It’s okay, it’ll be okay…”

“It’s too… this, I don’t think it’s going to work.”

Kwon Joowan’s eyes were unsettlingly dazed. The moment Kwon Joowan’s hand, which was kneading his ass, squeezed hard, Jin Sejun was startled and then relaxed his entire body.

“Heok.”

Simultaneously, the thick penis surged in as if it had been waiting for the opportunity. Jin Sejun, who couldn’t react at all, was only able to let out his held breath after a long while of being caressed in front and receiving a shower of kisses on his spine.

“Kk, haaaa…”

“Mr. Sejun, we can go slow. I-If we go slow, it won’t hurt… probably.”

“That’s the kind of thing, ugh… I should be saying to be sexy. When you say it, you just sound more rushed, don’t you?”

“Slowly… relax. You don’t want to get hurt. I absolutely don’t want that either.”

Even as he spoke, Kwon Joowan was pushing his hips forward very slightly, so the pressure was gradually intensifying. It didn’t hurt that much after the head was all the way in, but it felt so strange that it was hard to stay still.

Jin Sejun panted as Kwon Joowan instructed and repeated his earlier resolution. Taking an alpha’s dick with an alpha’s body was not as easy as he thought, but who was Jin Sejun? An alpha who does what he says he’ll do, a prepared man who can get good at anything with practice.

“Haa.”

As he soothed himself and tried to relax again, he also felt a fresh sense of awe at the fact that Kwon Joowan had shoved his erect dick under him.

In any case, wouldn’t it be better for the one whose pheromones were omega to be the one to bend over? Perhaps because Kwon Joowan’s pheromones were scentless, his erection didn’t die down, nor was it terribly unpleasant, but if it affected him as Kwon Joowan himself said, Jin Sejun’s dick could go soft at any moment from being conscious of the alpha pheromones.

If that happened in the middle of insertion, how embarrassing would that be, and how awkward would it be to change positions then? Someone might be cool about it, but Jin Sejun didn’t think he could be. So spreading his legs in the first place had been the most rational and correct course of action, the utilitarian choice.

“Ah…”

As he was having all sorts of thoughts, Kwon Joowan, who had moved closer at some point, lightly caressed Jin Sejun’s chest. From that point on, for some reason, his lower body wouldn’t do as he willed. It kept tensing and relaxing, twitching as if beyond his control, which only made the volume of the thing filling his insides more vivid.

“Mr. Sejun… It feels so strange.”

Strange? What did I do wrong? I really should have studied up on how to be a master in bed from an omega’s perspective.

But Jin Sejun’s own body was also feeling a bit strange, so he had his own problems to deal with before he could respond to anything. The trembling that started from their touching lower bodies spread throughout his entire body.

Kwon Joowan’s grip on his shoulders was too strong, but the act of holding him so he couldn’t escape from his grasp actually felt good. If only he would hold him like that forever, if only he would stay by his side forever….

“It feels so, good…”

Did he mean that what he called strange was that it felt good? As soon as Jin Sejun relaxed his hips in relief, about half a handspan of the shaft thrust in at once. It was the first time they had moved this much since starting insertion, so both of them trembled minutely and couldn’t say a word.

But the moment Kwon Joowan pulled back slightly and then thrust into a slightly deeper spot again, Jin Sejun’s legs spread much wider, accepting him.

“Ah…”

He couldn’t even feel the presence of the gel he had slathered on and shoved in so much. Only an electrifying thrill traveled up through his dilated blood vessels and nerves.

Kwon Joowan watched the muscles of Jin Sejun’s back change shape with every breath, then pulled his hips back slowly and thrusted them forward a little more forcefully.

“Heok.”

He could even feel the penis, which filled his entire gut, pulsing. He also thought that his inner walls were clinging greedily to Kwon Joowan’s dick, but for some reason, in Jin Sejun’s common sense, it was difficult to connect this directly to pleasure. It was because the sensation was too intense, completely different from masturbating by gripping his penis.

“……”

As if deciding it was time, Kwon Joowan slowly, but faster than before, pulled his penis out and pushed it into Jin Sejun’s body. Squelch, the liquid trapped between their flesh made an obscene noise.

“Ah, haa…”

Kwon Joowan’s moans from behind him were sweet. Focusing on them, Jin Sejun renewed his vow to properly feel something, whatever it was. If he listened to those moans while imagining himself doing the fucking, even the alphaest of alpha males could enjoy getting fucked.

Just as Jin Sejun closed his eyes and resolved to pursue only pleasure, Kwon Joowan intertwined his hands behind his back. It was too loose to be a restraint, merely an unconscious act of wanting to see him being jostled against his body.

“Heok…”

Had he been thinking he had to feel it even if he couldn’t? But an instinctive fear that he shouldn’t open up his senses reared its head. It felt like something terrible would happen if he wasn’t prepared. In the midst of that, a strange skill was suddenly mixed into the awkward and careful thrusting.

When Kwon Joowan twisted his hips slightly and inserted all at once, as if scraping against the inner walls, something that had built up in layers inside Jin Sejun collapsed like a landslide.

Something incomparable to the pressure or stimulation from a tongue or fingers took over his body in an instant. While Jin Sejun writhed, his mouth, which he had tried to keep tightly shut, fell open on its own.

“Eut… Aaaang—!”

The suppressed moan burst out coolly in an instant. Jin Sejun wasn’t the only one who was surprised right after. Kwon Joowan also stopped his thrusting and asked in a rather dazed tone.

“…Huh? What did you say?”

“……”