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Seowon, who had witnessed the scene of himself squirting in real time, trembled all the way down to his chin while enveloped in a massive state of shock. Without being able to grasp the true nature of the fluid that had come out of his body, he continued to spray water because of Baek Kanghyun.

“Heck, hic, ugh.”

Baek Kanghyun did not stop. Even while Seowon was spraying water, he crushed the opening of the urethra with his thumb, driving Seowon into a corner.

“Stop, sto-op! Ple, please! Aaaah!”

The voice Seowon used to plead was quite pitiful, but Baek Kanghyun’s greed was endless. He crushed, rubbed, and stirred. His hand moved without rest until nothing more would come out.

Only when Seowon finally became exhausted and went limp did he finally withdraw his hand. He was soaked all the way between his fingers, and water dripped down. He stared at Seowon, who was gasping like a fish pulled out of the water.

“Hic….”

Along with a sigh, tears fell. He was afraid and ashamed because he couldn’t understand what had happened in his body. Surely what just came out wasn’t urine? His mouth went dry and his body curled inward.

Baek Kanghyun slowly detached from his back. Along with that, as his penis that had been filling his rear also slid out, a chill suddenly permeated his entire body. He had to get up, and he had to clean up the unidentified liquid soaking the floor, but he couldn’t even flicker a single finger.

Seowon groaned for a long while before he managed to sit up. Baek Kanghyun was leaving the bed and heading into the bathroom. After staring blankly at the man’s retreating figure, he placed his gaze on the things strewn across the floor.

The condom with leaking contents and the bodily fluids soaking the bed. They were all the excrement of desire created by pheromones. As he sat alone with a body that was creaking here and there, a feeling similar to sorrow surged up for no reason. There was no reason for it….

Seowon painfully stepped onto the floor. If possible, he wanted to pull himself together before Baek Kanghyun came out.

“Ugh.”

However, as soon as he placed both feet on the floor, a sharp pain arising from his lower body pierced through to the top of his head. A scream burst out involuntarily. Furthermore, the strength momentarily left his legs, causing him to stagger greatly before flopping back down onto the bed. His effort to barely stand up had come to nothing.

‘I have to go home….’

A bitter smile emerged. He used to feel this way back in the past, too, when he was left alone after having sex with Baek Kanghyun. An emptiness that felt like a gaping hole had been punched into the center of his chest.

Wrapped in the lingering heat and the smell of chestnut flowers remaining in the empty classroom, Seowon had often crouched in the corner of the classroom for a long time. Holding onto the expectation that maybe, just maybe, he would come back. However, there was never an instance where he came back to see Seowon.

<Jeong Seowon.>

Although the man had come to clearly remember the three syllables of his name, the situation was not much different from back then. No, at least back then he had liked Baek Kanghyun very much, but that wasn’t the case now.

It had to not be the case.

“Where are you going?”

He was trying to get up and leave the room again when a blunt voice flew from behind. Seowon stood in a halfway position and barely managed to turn just his head.

“To wash up. I have to go home.”

The journey toward home, including putting on clothes after a shower and getting on a bus, felt dauntingly far, but he had to go. Because he couldn’t possibly sleep in this house.

He glanced at the floor drenched with moisture before turning his gaze away. He was vowing to clean that up first once he pulled himself together, when Baek Kanghyun approached closely.

“You’re going home looking like this?”

“Then should I perhaps even sleep here?”

It was irritating enough being held by him, but being spoke to sarcastically made his words come out unpleasantly. However, Baek Kanghyun gave a short laugh as if he hadn’t been affected at all and put strength into the hand holding Seowon.

“That wouldn’t be bad either.”

“That’s ridiculous.”

“What is? You slept well and left last time, too.”

Back then he was at a point where he couldn’t even steady his body, but that wasn’t the case now. Even if he walked clumsily like a newborn fawn, he would surely be able to walk much better after washing his body in hot water.

More than that, what time was it? Seowon glanced at the clock on the wall. The buses had stopped running long ago, and it was the time when a surcharge would be added to taxis. Although the taxi fare was a bit of a waste, sleeping with a comfortable mind was more important.

Seowon shook off Baek Kanghyun and turned his body again. But as soon as the hand fell away, he was caught by him again.

“Team Leader, I’m tired.”

He tried speaking with a mix of sighs and irritation, but the man’s hand didn’t budge. He stubbornly dragged Seowon and sat him on the bed. Seowon, who had ended up sitting back down after barely standing up, furrowed his brow deeply and glared at him. However, the man went a step further, sitting close beside Seowon and rubbing Seowon’s thigh with a towel.

“What are you doing?”

“Can’t you tell by looking? I’m wiping you.”

Seowon instinctively curled his body and pushed the man’s hand away with a slap.

“Why are you doing this, Team Leader?”

“Because you can’t even walk properly.”

Raising his voice, he applied the towel in his hand to Seowon’s body. As the hot, wet towel touched his shoulder, a moaning sound burst out. Whether he really intended to wipe his body or not, he moved his hands quite meticulously. it was a kindness that didn’t suit him at all.

“I’ll just do it myself.”

“Be quiet and just lift your leg.”

“I said I’ll do it!”

Right after shouting with all his might, he immediately regretted it. It was because he met Baek Kanghyun’s face. Blue flames were rising from eyes that had sunk heavily. And a moment later, his lips slowly twisted.

“Don’t be needlessly stubborn. It’s just a simple favor.”

“A favor, you say?”

He didn’t expect the word favor to come out of his mouth. Since reuniting with Baek Kanghyun, the only things he had said to Seowon were threats and nitpicking.

“Yeah. It’s not like this is the first time anyway.”

It was a story about the heat cycle. While Seowon couldn’t provide much of a response, the man continued speaking with a bitter smile.

“Just how many pieces of trash have you met that you’re making such a fuss over just this much.”

Trash…. Seowon, who muttered softly, gave a short laugh. Did he even know that the trash he spoke of was Baek Kanghyun himself? While Seowon smiled bitterly, Baek Kanghyun wiped Seowon quite thoroughly. Not only his chest and back, but even all the embarrassing parts. It was his first time being cared for so solicitously by another person, so it was extremely awkward, but Seowon silently endured his touch.

“I guess you… do this much for your partners, Team Leader.”

And as his care was coming to an end, he asked while pretending to be nonchalant.

“I’m the type to maintain at least the minimum manners.”

Baek Kanghyun threw the towel that had served its purpose onto the floor. From the towel hitting the floor, a heavy splat sound occurred. It sounded exactly like the sound of his own heart sinking.

The minimum manners?

Seowon barely swallowed his rising emotions and blinked his eyes rapidly. Fearing that the stinging sensation pricking his eyes might reach his voice, he clenched his fists tight and swallowed his saliva repeatedly.

“Then does something like this also fall into the minimum category?”

“Probably?”

When he heard his answer, he felt as if his eyeballs were burning fiercely. The fact he had already known became clear once again. That seven years ago, he hadn’t even been a partner to Baek Kanghyun.

He didn’t know where such strength came from. Seowon jumped up and walked forward with large strides. His burning eyes began to get wet. He couldn’t bear to show him his tears, so he didn’t even look back. Even the sharp pain felt between his waist and legs couldn’t stop Seowon’s advance.

However, before he could leave the room, a large hand grabbed one of his shoulders. Seowon shook it off strongly and tried to move forward again, but Baek Kanghyun blocked his path entirely.

“What’s with you? Why are you suddenly like this?”

He raised his voice. Seowon just kept biting his lip while keeping his head down. If he said even one word, his messily wet voice would be discovered.

“Jeong Seowon, speak.”

“….”

Seowon did not answer and only exhaled heavy breaths.

Could it be that the Baek Kanghyun of seven years ago and the current Baek Kanghyun are different people? He even doubted if they might be twins with the same name and face. Unless it was something like that, there was no way he would treat the same person so differently. The only thing that had changed between then and now was his pheromones.

Ah….

Is it because of the pheromones after all?

Because back then, Seowon was just an ordinary Beta male who didn’t need to use a condom or be cared for after the relationship. But now, since he is an Omega. He must have brought the condoms himself because it would be troublesome if a child happened to be created.

What a truly bad bastard.

“You, lift your head and spea…?!”

The tears that flowed down Seowon’s cheeks met at the tip of his chin and fell drip-drip toward the floor. But it just so happened that the place they fell was the top of Baek Kanghyun’s foot. Realizing that the source of the moisture wetting his foot was Seowon, he grabbed Seowon’s chin and lifted it up.

“…!”

Baek Kanghyun faltered at Seowon’s face. Tears were flowing incessantly from eyes that were bloodshot red.

“Jeong, Seowon?”

“… don’t call me.”

“What?”

“I’m telling you not to call my name.”