Ch 31

<Chapter 31>

 

1 month before that day (3)

 

“Ah… it’s not like that.”

 

“…….”

 

“I won’t be able to control myself. You know that.”

 

Yoonjae had heard countless times that when a rut hit, his memories would be cut off as if a film had been broken. Just like Eunho couldn’t remember the day his heat cycle came.

 

Yoonjae, who had seen alphas, driven mad by their rut, attacking omegas, knew that he was no different from them, and he didn’t want to show Eunho, who was still in the early stages of their relationship, his beastly side.

 

“Is that really the only reason?”

 

As if he didn’t quite believe him, Eunho still wore a suspicious expression and asked in a serious tone. Yoonjae pressed the inside of his cheek with his tongue, expressing his frustration.

 

“What are you thinking? I told you it’s not that.”

 

He had no idea how rough he would be. He had been getting prescriptions regularly before his rut, so he had taken it for granted, but he didn’t expect Eunho to misunderstand and make an issue of it.

 

Influenced by his parents, Yoonjae recognized omegas as beings to be protected, not consumed. For that reason, even the first experience with an omega that everyone had at birthday parties during his school days, Yoonjae refused. He was disgusted by the behavior of alphas who wielded their status as a privilege, even though omegas didn’t choose to be born with their traits. The more he felt that way, the more Yoonjae disciplined himself and acted cautiously.

 

Eunho, who had been driving slowly, watched Yoonjae, who looked wronged, then turned on the left turn signal and made a U-turn.

 

“I won’t misunderstand. So, I’ll turn the car around.”

 

“Eunho.”

 

“I’m okay. No, it’s only natural.”

 

Yoonjae didn’t know what to do at Eunho’s sudden action and ran a hand over his face. He had never spent a rut with Junseo, so he had no objective data on how much control he had or didn’t have. As if determined, Eunho brought up the address book linked to his phone on the car display and found the housekeeper’s number and pressed call.

 

“Hello, this is Yoo Eunho, the Executive Director’s Secretary. The Executive Director will be going in soon, so please leave work right away.”

 

-Yes? Right now?

 

“Yes, just vacate your seat. We are expected to arrive in 15 minutes.”

 

-Yes, I understand.

 

Yoonjae, who had been watching his relentless drive, burst into a hollow laugh. As Yoonjae sighed heavily and became anxious, Eunho, who was driving, turned his head briefly.

 

“What are you worrying about so much?”

 

“I don’t even know what I’ll do… knowing that…….”

 

“Don’t worry.”

 

Cutting him off before he could finish, Eunho was confident as if he could handle it. In fact, the problem was that his stamina couldn’t keep up, rather than the intensity of the sex or the pressure from it. He was slightly worried about enduring Yoonjae, who would pounce on him all day as if he had several hearts, but he didn’t want to back down. Besides, hadn’t Yoonjae protected him during his last heat cycle?

 

As Eunho recalled that day, he wondered if his actions now were in the same vein. He might be a more conservative and cautious person than Eunho thought.

 

“If you’re shocked and hand in your resignation the next day, I’ll reject it.”

 

He tried to lighten the mood with a half-joking remark, but Yoonjae was dizzy with worry that Eunho might actually submit his resignation.

 

“I don’t know why you’re doing this when I’m going to lose my mind and pounce on you.”

 

“Executive Director.”

 

“Don’t wake up in the morning and tell me you want to break up while crying.”

 

The light turned red, and he stopped the car. Eunho, who had been listening for a while, turned his head with a dumbfounded expression. Each of his words was so cute that he wanted to scream, but this was not the atmosphere for it. He was quite serious and grave.

 

“Are you kidding me right now?”

 

He had put some thought into what he said, but Eunho was taking it easily. Feeling like the situation had been reversed, Yoonjae pressed his furrowed brow with his fingers and issued a final warning. It was the first time he was going through a rut without a prescription, so he was worried about Eunho’s mental and physical health.

 

“I’m serious. If I go crazy and imprint on you, will you accept it?”

 

Eunho, who had been smiling so much that wrinkles formed at the corners of his eyes at Yoonjae’s sincere warning, readily replied.

 

“Let’s both go crazy first and then think about it.”

 

He laughed it off, saying he didn’t know why he was so nervous, but in fact, Eunho was also trembling inside. Hyunjun’s rut was already overwhelming and difficult, so he was worried about whether he could handle Yoonjae. Was a dominant alpha’s rut much different? Eunho stepped on the accelerator and tightened his grip on the steering wheel.

 

As they approached the house, the pheromones became increasingly intense, causing the steering wheel to shake several times, so Yoonjae once again suppressed his pheromones and endured with his mental strength. Eunho parked the car in the parking lot, got out of the driver’s seat, opened the back door, and grabbed Yoonjae’s hand to pull him up.

 

“Get up. Quickly.”

 

His forehead was covered in cold sweat. Even the heavy pheromones flowed out of his panting breath. Yoonjae closed and opened his eyes to regain his senses, roughly wiped the sweat flowing down his temples with the back of his hand, and crossed the garden, held by Eunho.

 

As soon as he opened the front door and entered, he pushed Eunho against the wall and trapped him between his arms. His breathing grew increasingly rough. The three-piece suit he was wearing heaved greatly with his rough breaths.

 

“I…….”

 

Yoonjae barely held on to his fading reason and smiled. The heat radiating from Yoonjae flowed down onto Eunho’s face.

 

“If I lose my mind and act violently, hit me and yell. Until I understand.”

 

Eunho licked his lips, which were parched, at the intensely felt gaze. And that was the signal. Yoonjae’s lips hastily approached Eunho’s red and moist tongue, like a ripe fruit. He lowered the hand that had been holding the wall, grabbed the back of Eunho’s head, and kissed him urgently. With his other hand, he fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, then tore it open with force when he missed. The buttons that had fallen off pathetically clattered to the floor.

 

While pushing Eunho against the wall and sucking on his lips as if to swallow him, Yoonjae’s dense pheromones poured out indiscriminately. Eunho’s vision flickered like a heat haze rising above a summer asphalt, and his legs gave way. At that moment, his strong arm wrapped around his back and pulled him in, preventing him from collapsing, but his body, which had been captured by Yoonjae’s pheromones, did not move as he wished.

 

Yoonjae’s mind flickered in and out like a flickering filament. He steadily tried to hold on to his reason. In the brief moments when his mind returned, he hugged Eunho, who was limp, and went into the bedroom, tapping his cheek to check his blurred eyes.

 

“……Are you okay?”

 

Eunho’s body, soaked in pheromones, grew increasingly hot. As Yoonjae controlled the flowing pheromones and ventilated the surroundings, Eunho reached out and wiped the sweat flowing down Yoonjae’s nose with his fingertips, as if his consciousness was returning.

 

“I’m okay.”

 

Eunho, who was chuckling, shook his head at his tattered shirt and unbuttoned Yoonjae’s shirt one by one with both hands. As Eunho’s touch brushed every corner of his body, Yoonjae’s breath caught in his throat again. He didn’t have the luxury of waiting for the slow gesture of taking off his top, so he unbuckled his belt and threw off all his clothes. As the clothes fell one by one under the bed, the room was soon filled with the pheromones that Yoonjae was pouring out.

 

Eunho’s body, reacting to the alpha, hurried to prepare to receive him.

 

Each time he sucked and swallowed every corner of Eunho’s mouth, the intense floral scent that stimulated his sense of smell paralyzed Yoonjae’s brain. Since when, Eunho’s lower body had been wet with gushing pre-cum.

 

A long string of saliva stretched down from their separated lips. Eunho’s glistening lips were plump and slightly swollen, perhaps because they had been sucked on roughly.

 

“Hng….”

 

Eunho’s labored breathing and suppressed moans leaked out between his lips. The sound pierced Yoonjae’s ears and stimulated him even more.

 

He chewed on his earlobe and neck with his lips as he came down, and then he took the cute, protruding nipples into his mouth. The wet, sucking sound echoed in the room. Eunho’s hands, which had been wandering on the sheet, gripped Yoonjae’s hair without hurting him. The pink nipples, glistening with saliva, were more swollen than before.

 

“Haa… I like it so much. Hng….”

 

Yoonjae, who had once again sucked on his nipples, parted Eunho’s thighs to the sides, settled inside, and gradually lowered his body.

 

He left bite marks along the lines of his collarbone, came down to his navel, and swirled his tongue around the hollowed-out groove. Eunho arched his back and put strength into the hair he was holding, but Yoonjae, who had lost his reason, didn’t care and hugged both thighs with his arms and buried his face in his crotch.

 

“Ah! Hng….”

 

Yoonjae put Eunho’s cock, which had been slowly leaking pre-cum since before entering the bedroom, into his mouth and sucked on them in one breath. Eunho burst into moans as pleasure swept through his entire body.

 

In an instant, all five senses opened up and accepted all sensations. Eunho, who was thrilled and flustered, pulled on the hair he was holding. It was the same for Eunho, with reason and instinct fighting fiercely. His reason disappeared and returned again and again in the pheromone shower that covered his entire body.

 

Yoonjae swept the shaft with the rough bumps of his hot, wet tongue as if sucking it in. He tried to endure by putting strength into his abdominal and inner thigh muscles, but he reached his limit, and Eunho’s back floated in the air and then collapsed. His thigh muscles convulsed and twitched as the waves of pleasure swept through his entire body.

 

“Hng…, hng.”

 

His head was thrown back, and he was forced to open his mouth and pour out and inhale rough breaths. His vision turned dazzlingly white as if his optic nerves had broken down as his brain melted, and then darkness rushed in. With the tinnitus ringing in his ears and Yoonjae’s bombing pheromones, Eunho closed his eyes and tried to regain his senses, gasping for breath.

 

Yoonjae, who had raised his upper body, licked the saliva and semen on his lips without leaving any behind. His clear and sharp eyes were already dull and blurred.

 

Yoonjae, who had lost his reason, only followed his instincts, and his reason only returned briefly when he heard Eunho’s retching.

 

Yoonjae raised the knees of Eunho’s limp legs and spread them to the sides, looking down at the wet entrance with a blatant gaze.

 

“Ah… hng.”

 

If he had any reason left, he would have slowly loosened it with his fingers, but his patience had run out long ago. He grabbed the soft buttocks with both hands and spread them apart, slowly pushing in his erect penis, which was bulging with veins. Because of the reason that was barely clinging to the edge, Yoonjae was slowly putting his weight on it and pushing it in for Eunho, who would be having a hard time, without rushing.

 

Yoonjae’s hot and hard penis slowly pushed in from the tip to the root. His cock was pushed in all the way until the rough pubic hair touched the entrance. The beast’s growling sound that rang from Yoonjae’s Adam’s apple brushed the tip of Eunho’s ear.

 

“Hng… slow… slowly. Hng….”

 

No matter how wet it was, a dominant alpha in rut was overwhelming and painful just by existing. It pushed in tightly and touched his organs, causing pain as if his abdomen was twisting. Eunho gasped like a fish that had taken its mouth out of the water due to lack of oxygen.

 

Every time his penis pushed in, the alpha’s pheromones seeped in with it, dilating his blood vessels. His heart echoed and shook his body as if he had several hearts, and Eunho desperately gripped the sheet. He was only able to endure because the pheromones he was releasing were gently relaxing Eunho’s body and acting as an anesthetic; otherwise, it would have been so painful and agonizing that he would have fainted several times.

 

“Haa… hng. Slow… slowly, hng.”

 

Thick breaths were mixed between the broken sentences.

 

Each time Eunho’s back twitched, the sweat that had soaked his body rose into the air and fell on the sheet. As Yoonjae’s hip movements became more violent, his smooth, white naked body swayed like a doll with broken limbs.

 

As the feeling of ejaculation approached and then receded, Yoonjae’s movements became more intense.

 

“Hng… hng….”

 

His stamina dropped rapidly. It was perhaps a natural result since he had skipped breakfast and missed lunch. Semen flowed down his flat abdomen, but Yoonjae continued to push in. Eunho’s chest began to rise and fall irregularly.

 

As if determined to exhaust his stamina and mind, the act that began at lunch continued until late at night. Empty water bottles were scattered under the bed along with clothes.

 

Accidents continued and then stopped, and then stopped and then continued again.

 

His waist was throbbing and twisted every time his body moved, as if a truck had run over it, and the entrance, which had become swollen due to continuous friction, was accompanied by sharp pain every time his penis went in and out. The sheet had long been damp with all kinds of bodily fluids that the two had poured out.

 

Eunho, who was lying face down with only his buttocks raised, let out irregular breaths with his face buried in the pillow. Eunho, who had regained his senses at the feeling of his inner walls being savagely ransacked, groaned in pain. His abused throat was so swollen that he couldn’t even scream anymore. A thick-knuckled hand with bulging veins overlapped Eunho’s hand, which was weakly holding the sheet. Although his consciousness was fluctuating and unclear, he repeatedly frowned and closed his eyes due to the pain that felt like his lower back was breaking.

 

“Hng….”

 

His hip movements became hasty. Again, his penis expanded inside his stomach. Eunho groaned as he bit the pillow to suppress the pain.

 

The protruding shoulder blades looked so small that it was pitiful. As he buried his head in the pillow and groaned as if he was about to break, Yoonjae, who had been putting his weight on him, turned his body over while inserting it to secure Eunho’s airway. As his inner walls were stirred as if being butchered, a metallic scream rang out briefly.

 

“Hng….”

 

At that moment, Eunho’s body boiled like a fireball. Eunho’s heat cycle was pulled forward due to long-term exposure to Yoonjae’s high-concentration pheromones. Eunho’s eyes, which had been faintly conscious, lost color dimly.

 

As his heat cycle came, Eunho released pheromones recklessly as if squeezing out all of his remaining energy. As he poured out thick and sweet pheromones to accept the alpha’s seed in front of him, Yoonjae’s hip movements became even more violent.

 

The buttocks, which had turned red due to friction, shook violently as they collided with his firm thighs. While being swept away by the raging ecstasy, Eunho continued to stick and hug his lower body to accept Yoonjae, reaching out his arms.

 

His eyes were swollen with tears after suffering from pain for half a day, but Eunho, who knew it was the last time by instinct, urged Yoonjae to push harder. Push it in deeply, even deeper, and hit the place that seemed like it couldn’t go in any further. Unlike Eunho, whose vision was gradually becoming cloudy and hazy, Yoonjae’s eyes gradually became clearer. At the moment when his body realized that knotting was imminent, his penis, which had pushed in while tearing open his cervix, was firmly fixed to his inner wall. Eunho’s head went back as he bit his lip.

 

As Eunho’s complexion turned pale as he trembled and couldn’t breathe properly, Yoonjae, who had regained his senses, urgently opened Eunho’s mouth and blew air into it. His breathing, which had been abnormally and precariously cut off, slowly returned over time. Eunho, whose lips were dry and chapped, couldn’t even open his eyes. Instead of leaving a single wound on Yoonjae’s back and arms, the blood that had spread between his teeth as he bit his lip and endured was red.

 

As Eunho’s breathing subsided relatively evenly, Yoonjae, who was supporting the back of his head, calmly looked down at Eunho. His limp body was still hot as the heat had not yet dissipated. With his knotted lower body still attached, Yoonjae whispered something small in Eunho’s ear and then put his teeth into the pheromone gland directly below.

 

Eunho, who couldn’t feel the pain because he was exhausted, was as peaceful as if he had fallen asleep. The bite marks that had been carved red around the pheromone gland gradually faded, leaving traces of a blue imprint.

 

His body, which had received the knotting, convulsed finely and pulled him into his arms. While Yoonjae, who was holding Eunho, was realizing the surging in his chest as his body, which was boiling like lava, was calmly cooling down.

 

At first, it was so unfortunate. The short life that left with a huge roar, and the unfair situation that he learned about later, were so heartbreaking that he started to help. He deliberately kept Eunho close to him because he didn’t want to repeat the same thing, but at some point, he became fond of him and gave him his heart. One day, looking back, Eunho was meticulously refining Yoonjae’s blunt emotions, delving deep into them.

 

Yoonjae pondered for a long time whether his feelings for him stemmed from pity or genuine love. The boundary was so vague that he dismissed it as an overstepping of boundaries for a long time. However, seeing Eunho entangled with Hyunjun once more, Yoonjae realized it then. Yoonjae was jealous of Hyunjun and afraid of losing Eunho. He was no longer motivated by a desire to help out of pity, but with the conviction that it was love, he wanted to protect Eunho.

 

Regardless of the physical exhaustion, Yoonjae’s mind became increasingly clear. Embracing Eunho, who was sinking into a deep sleep, Yoonjae repeated the same words into his ear.

 

“I love you.”

 

“So, please stay by my side.”