Ch 8

Ideun clenched his jaw tightly, glancing at the passenger beside him as he drove. He knew he should first introduce himself and offer help if needed, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it. The bright face and dark eyes stirred unfamiliar impulses within him. Frustration and anger mingled with a sense of emptiness.

His sharp retort felt like a little kitten hissing; it conveyed his displeasure even if his small teeth and claws couldn’t inflict any real harm.  

Though the flush on the passenger’s face suggested he might be experiencing heat, Ideun couldn’t detect any pheromones from him. That was why he didn’t reach out to grab the small body that shot him a fierce glare before leaving.

If he was going to leave, he might as well do so properly. But seeing him crouched by the side of the road only made Ideun sigh. They could have exchanged pleasantries, realized they were staying at the same hotel, and he could have offered to help. It would have been enough.

Upon arriving at the hotel, Ideun picked up the passenger, who had fallen into a deep sleep, and cradled him in his arms. Had he ever been this concerned about someone else? He gazed down at the man occupying his bed, feeling somewhat awkward, and rubbed the back of his neck. Even in this situation, he feared waking him by adjusting the room’s lighting.

Should he wake him to take some cold medicine, or would it be alright to leave him as he was? It felt necessary to remove the plush toy he was holding tightly, as well as loosen the loosely wrapped scarf around his neck, but something told Ideun not to touch him.

He felt that if he touched him now, he wouldn’t be able to stop.  

Ideun placed one hand on his waist while he slowly rubbed his lips with the other, a look of distress creeping onto his face.  

Desire…  

Ideun had naturally started taking suppressants as a dominant alpha with the onset of puberty. It was a consideration for others—namely, omegas. Whenever his pheromone control was lacking, there would be chaos, big and small.

The only way to manage it was to hide it as best he could, using suppressants. He would spray deodorant, apply woody-scented perfume, and even now, every space he occupied was filled with deodorant and that same woody fragrance. Fortunately, as a dominant, he had a precise cycle for his rut.

He had been hospitalized for about two to three nights to adjust his rut with medication. He considered it a break that came around four times a year. He had lived such an ordinary life for ten years, free from the whims of pheromones.  

Then four years ago, that routine shattered. Ideun found himself unable to control his ruts with medication, and for the first time, he felt like a beast. Did he act out due to a sudden heat or rut? Ideun scoffed at that notion. It was simply a failure of self-management…

Yet, before the rampant pheromones, Ideun was merely a fragile being.  

As his ruts began to come irregularly, he found himself unable to control them with medication, leading to a prescription that had him locked away in a cottage, sedated.  

The discomfort of having a sedative forcibly administered to a body wracked with heat was beyond description. It could last a short day or extend to three long days. Each time he awoke from a deep sleep, void of dreams, he felt an emptiness, as if something precious had been forcibly taken from him.  

Whether the prescription for the sedatives was effective or simply a temporary fix, Ideun’s rut cycle gradually returned to normal. Now his pheromone levels were stable enough to adjust with medication again.  

Ha.  

To feel desire? For a beta who wasn’t even an omega? What feelings could he possibly have for someone he had just met today?  

Ultimately, unable to retrieve the plush toy from the man’s grasp or loosen the scarf around his neck, Ideun turned and headed to the bathroom. He needed a cold shower.

As he stood under the cold water, the thought of the person occupying his bed consumed his mind. Whether he was going to throw him out or give him medication, it all came down to waking that person up.  

Wrapping himself in a bathrobe, Ideun shook the water from his hair and, holding his first aid kit and a bottle of water, slowly made his way back to the bedroom. The man’s body seemed to have relaxed, with the plush toy rolling on the floor and the scarf loosening around his neck.  

Setting the water and medication on the bedside table, Ideun hesitated for a moment before sitting on the chair next to the bed.  

“Wake up.”  

His voice was barely audible. As he murmured to himself, the tightly closed eyes fluttered open. In that moment, the atmosphere around them changed dramatically.  

A scent? If the person were an omega, he might have thought it was pheromones, but he couldn’t detect anything that stimulated him. Was it possible for an omega to have no scent? Instead, he was met with wet, tear-filled eyes looking back at him, letting out small, pained sounds.

Those large eyes glistened with moisture, wanting to overflow, and soon tears began to fall. A plump lower lip was brushed by a red tongue, and then the words “…quickly…” tumbled out between his lips, shaking Ideun to the core.  

Unlike Ideun, who was frozen, the man, intoxicated by heat, moved without hesitation. Stumbling as he rose from the bed, the clothes hiding his body fell one by one to the floor.

Faced with the bare, pale form, Ideun instinctively reached out towards him. Without a moment of hesitation, he devoured the lips of the one who had burrowed into his embrace. He bit down on the full lower lip, sucking hungrily, and pushed his tongue through the slight opening created as he gasped for breath.

Every time they encountered each other, the one who flinched and tried to avoid him, shaking his head or gasping for breath, had the back of his head caught by Ideun, who wore a deep smile on his lips. As Ideun toyed with the soft, heated skin beneath his palm, he lazily lifted his eyes that had been cast down, feeling the hand that was boldly exploring his own chest.

“Haa… … Hurry… … Come in… … .”

As he released the lips that had been sucking and teasing, the hot hands of the one who didn’t avoid his gaze moved across his body. They traveled from his chest to his abdomen, and a satisfied moan escaped from the mouth of the one rubbing against his swollen member. Unlike the clumsy kiss that felt like their first, the hands exploring his body showed no trace of shyness.

“Outside, it seemed like you would bite me if I touched you even a little, but on the bed, you’re so proactive?” 

Even as he tried to maintain a balanced pace, Ideun chuckled softly at the reckless behavior of the one who kept lunging at him. Sliding his hand between the armpits, he gently lifted him up to meet his flushed face and pressed a light kiss against it. However, what came back from Ideun was an urgent embrace around his neck and a clumsy eagerness that seemed to want to keep rushing toward his lips.

“Slow down. What’s the rush…?” 

Even in the brief moment it took to lay him down on the bed and remove his robe, the other seemed unwilling to create even a small distance, diving back toward him.

Wondering what he really wanted, Ideun briefly allowed him to act as he wished, which resulted in him straddling Ideun with his legs wide open. With his own c*ck already fully aroused and without having received even a single touch, he settled down, letting out a satisfied moan. Watching this, Ideun’s brows furrowed deeply. 

“Ah… Huh!”

His c*ck, which were fully erect, continued to enter and exit the hole. The fluids that flowed out from the inner walls created by the heat, continuously spurted out.

The sloshing sound of the slippery liquid, the sound of flesh colliding with flesh, and Ji-an’s moans without any hiding filled the room.

Ji-an’s breath was caught in her throat at the sensation of the thick, large glans going deep inside. Even the pain from the hand that tightly grabbed his as* was all connected to pleasure. Ji-an’s waist twisted involuntarily as he braced himself against the other person’s shoulder.

The member that was vigorously crushing and pressing the hole deep inside Ji-an’s body and throbbing as if they would pierce it at any moment were too much of a burden. However, he didn’t want them to stop.

“Ugh!” 

Suddenly enveloped by the intense scent of musk that wrapped around him, Ji-an buried his face in the man’s shoulder, swaying to his movements. Just a moment ago, the space had been filled with a woody fragrance, but now it was saturated with musk. From the nape of the man’s neck, an even stronger musk scent emanated. Ji-an rubbed his face against the man’s neck, brushing it against his forehead, lips, cheeks, and chin, while shaking his hips.

Ji-an’s chest, filled with heat, pressed against the solid chest of the man, and a chaotic, lewd dance ensued. 

“Ah, no… Ugh…”

The warmth inside him felt like it was on fire, and his heart raced uncontrollably. With the overwhelming pleasure that the man’s c*ck provided, which crushed every part of him that he felt, Ji-an’s body tensed up completely. As his own member stood rigidly, swaying between him and the man, thick, cloudy fluid erupted from its tip, soaking their lower bodies.

“I didn’t know you’d cum from just your back.” 

Ji-an’s mumbling that he couldn’t do it anymore was buried by the man’s low voice. It was a movement that was neither affectionate nor warm, but just instinctual. Ideun’s expression was infinitely hard as he buried his c*ck deep inside Ji-an, who was crying and hiccuping, and spread his seed.

Ji-an gasped as he felt the heat flooding into the boat, but it wasn’t enough to satisfy him. All the relationships he had experienced until now were like this. They started coercively, marked by a series of non-consensual knots. He was like a fish trapped in a tightly woven net, unable to escape even if he wanted to flee or cry.

“No… haah… more… more…”  

As it seemed the man was about to pull away, urgent words spilled from Ji-an’s lips, drenched in pleasure. He had no idea who he was speaking to or what he was saying. It was no different from being trapped in a pitch-black darkness, assaulted by an overwhelming musk scent.  

He felt no shame about straddling the man and gasping for breath.  

“It sounds like you want me to do something…”  

The man’s sardonic smile, with one corner of his lip curling up, went unnoticed by Ji-an. Since the man was no longer moving, Ji-an took the initiative. He rocked his hips, releasing his strength when he felt tired, then tightened himself around the man, shaking his waist.  

“Ahh… come on… I can do more.”  

Ji-an, who had been moaning to himself, opened his eyes and looked at the man. His eyes, red from crying, and his black pupils, glazed with lust, were fixed on the man but couldn’t fully encompass him.  

“…How far can you go?”  

At the man’s low voice, dripping with threats and taunts, Ji-an quickly nodded. The man’s gaze shifted when he heard Ji-an say it was okay to do as he pleased, to make a mess of him.

There was no expression on Ideun’s face as he sat between Ji-an’s spread legs and roughly thrust into him while pressing down on his pelvis. Not only his back and groin, which were tightly pressed together, but also his thighs and even the sheets were soaked with the liquids that the two of them had shed.

White foam dripped from his hole, which was a mess with overflowing semen and love juice, and the intense sound of banging continued without stopping. Thin body fluid flowed out from the tip of Ji-an’s d*ck, who was immersed in continuous pleasure.

The moans that flowed out between his heated body, his face that was a mess with tears, and his lips soaked with water were taking Ideun’s soul away. He didn’t know how obscene his eyes, wide in surprise, could become. He didn’t know that such a sound could come out of his lips that had been speaking so bluntly.

When he first reached out to him, he had never expected to feel this way.

Although he didn’t say “omega” himself, he instinctively knew that the child who was now attached to him was an omega. An omega that didn’t give off any scent. Even now that he was a mess under him, no matter how much he buried his nose in his neck and bit his shoulder, he couldn’t feel any scent that would stimulate him.

But… … .

“Damn… … .”

He didn’t know that touching a body that someone had tamed could be this awful. If only things like kissing were clumsy now. The body that knew the alpha was willingly opening itself up and faithfully satisfying its desires.

Shaking and begging, he was melting at each and every small gesture and sound. He was mad as hell, but he wanted to sink his teeth into this neck that must have been rolled around by someone’s hands. Ideun turned his body away from his obscene face that accepted everything no matter how badly he was treated.

Compared to his skinny body, he could see his thing going in and out between his hole. Ideun clenched his jaw as he watched his hands grabbing the sheets and his voluptuous body shaking back and forth with his movements. At the posture, the sobbing became more intense as he pushed int as deep as he could. Ideun saw the person being crushed under him and shuddering along with his movements. Instead of imprinting it directly, he tried to imprint this image on his mind

Does the other person know? Who he’s having s*x with? Maybe he was just drunk on heat and needed to satisfy his desires with just anyone.

After stopping for a moment to suppress his wild emotions, he couldn’t hold back and rubbed the plump buttocks against his groin, his inner walls clenching harder.

As Ideun began to move roughly, holding the other person’s pelvis with one hand and pressing down on his lower abdomen with the other, a scream-like moan was heard. His voice, sobbing and crying from the climax that was continuing without stopping, had become much rougher, but even that moan stimulated Ideun.

Ideun, who focused on the marks he had made on his white body, crushed his plump buttocks and covered his small body with his entire body. Then he filled his insides to the max with his seed. Ideun poured out everything he had been holding back inside him, listening to his moaning sounds that were neither satisfied nor painful.