PAO 62

“How much longer do I have to do this.”

It’ll be a problem if the cycle comes every time this happens. How am I supposed to get through the heat cycle that comes during my actual period? As I muttered, caught up in all sorts of complicated thoughts, the hands massaging my back pressed harder.

“Ugh. Gently.”

“…Sorry.”

With a deeply flushed face, Junghoo kneaded the stiff muscles, then slipped the towel away. As Seowon turned his head at the cool air touching his back, Junghoo, with a nonchalant expression, pulled up the blanket to cover him up to the middle of his back.

“The towel has completely cooled down.”

Seeing as my back was still hot, I didn’t think it had cooled down, but that doubt was brief. Even if I asked him to put the towel he’d already removed back on, it would be useless as it would have completely cooled down in the meantime.

Seowon turned his head back and exhaled. He could feel Junghoo’s gaze on his back, and he closed his eyes, contemplating whether to address it or not.

“The marks are still blue. Didn’t it hurt?”

Junghoo’s hand lightly brushed the area around Seowon’s shoulder before moving down along his spine. The marks he was touching seemed to be the traces left from all the times they’d had sex so far. Seowon knew because he had also taken a quick look at his own body in the mirror.

His back was mottled with marks, from ones made several days ago to those left recently. It wasn’t just his back; his whole body was like that, though…

“I’m the one who wants to ask if it didn’t hurt.”

Seowon said, glancing back at Junghoo. On his body too, the marks I left were clearly visible. The ones Junghoo left on me were kiss marks; the ones I left on Junghoo’s body were teeth marks.

If you were to ask if they weren’t all made by biting, the answer would be yes, but there was a distinct difference. The ones left on Seowon’s body were traces left from being bitten, licked, and sucked at the same time to heighten sexual pleasure, but Junghoo’s were not.

They were marks left from Seowon mercilessly slapping his cheeks and biting his body whenever he was about to lose consciousness. So, while it was good for me because I was getting turned on, it must have been very painful for Junghoo.

“Later, if I’m about to pass out, you slap my cheeks.”

I won’t say anything. Seowon said, stroking Junghoo’s reddish cheek. This time he didn’t hit him, but he touched it because he was concerned, and Junghoo pressed his lips into his palm.

“How could I ever hit you.”

“Then what, did I hit you without any hesitation?”

“Your hands were pretty merciless.”

“…Were they?”

As Seowon let out an awkward, dry cough, Junghoo stuck out his tongue and licked his palm. At the subtle seduction seeping from Junghoo’s fingertips, Seowon, who had been lying on his stomach, pushed himself up.

“Why?”

“I don’t think I should lie down any longer.”

“Why?”

“If we do it again, I’ll die.”

Seowon said, horrified, patting his own lower back to stop him.

“You don’t die from having too much sex.”

But Junghoo, with a very innocent face, refuted Seowon’s words.

“Do you think the term ‘death by sex’ exists for no reason?”

As if it were absurd, Seowon snorted and pushed Junghoo away. If this keeps up and we subtly end up doing it again…

Seowon looked down at his stark naked body. Putting aside the new bruises forming on his body, he was worried his dangling dick might break off.

No more semen is ever coming out of here. He thought, looking at Junghoo’s dick, which was also stark naked.

That thing over there shouldn’t be straining itself trying to get something more out, either. That’s a betrayal.

But then, something unbelievable happened. Under Seowon’s gaze, the center of Junghoo’s body began to gain strength and expand.

“If you don’t want to get hit, kill it.”

Or one of us is really going to see the end of it here.

At Seowon’s heartfelt threat, Junghoo smacked his lips as if in regret and stood up. The way he trudged over to put on his underwear suggested he had chosen to hide it rather than make it go down.

“Is this better?”

Seowon snorted at Junghoo’s words as he spread his hands wide.

“It’s peeking out.”

Seeing the tip sticking out on the right side, not fully covered by his underwear, he realized he really had to get out of bed.

“I thought it would be fine once I was in my right mind.”

It wasn’t that he acted like a madman because he was in pain before…

“Seowon.”

Junghoo, who heard Seowon’s muttering, chuckled.

“It wasn’t because I was in pain that I lost my mind. I told you it was because of you.”

He had evolved from ‘pained and crazy Yoo Junghoo’ to ‘healing and crazy Yoo Junghoo’.

Junghoo-mon.

“Let’s go out.”

Facing Junghoo where there was a bed was like placing a fish in front of a cat. So, to avoid jumping into bed at any moment while staying at the vacation home, he suggested they go out.

“They say only the vacation home is the same, and a lot of other things have changed.”

When he relayed what he had heard from Yoo Taeha, Junghoo nodded.

“Actually, they say it hasn’t changed.”

Junghoo nodded in the exact same way.

“That’s a lie. It has changed.”

“Is that so?”

“…”

He’s not interested. He had the kind of face that wouldn’t bat an eye even if the entire downtown area was turned upside down.

So, after looking at Junghoo suspiciously, he held out his hand.

“Look at my nails.”

“They’ve grown a lot. Hasn’t it been less than a week since you trimmed them?”

“Really? Isn’t it over a week?”

As Seowon spread his hand to look at it from different angles, Junghoo abruptly grabbed it.

“Your nails grow fast. Does this not hurt anymore?”

“Huh? Oh, I had a cut here.”

He belatedly noticed the hairline scratch on the back of his hand. When did I get hurt, he was muttering when Junghoo took out a disinfecting cotton swab from the nightstand drawer, wiped the wound, and applied ointment.

“It must have stung when you got the cut… Putting a bandage on would be uncomfortable when you bend your fingers, so I won’t. Instead, don’t use your hands too much.”

“Anyone would think I was seriously injured.”

If this was enough to be called stinging, shouldn’t I be foaming at the mouth and fainting when Junghoo’s cock parts my rear and enters? In any case, looking at Junghoo staring intently at his wound, he brought up something he had just realized.

“You… you really are only interested in me.”

“Yes.”

It was all obvious after just a few words. If I take a kid like this outside, will we even be able to do any sightseeing? No. This isn’t about going out to have a fun time sightseeing with Junghoo; it’s about going out to save my own life.

“Let’s go.”

He led Junghoo, who he couldn’t tell if he was looking at the wound because it looked painful or because he wanted to lick the back of his hand, and went outside.

When he’d boldly said they should go down, he thought there wouldn’t be any problem. Since you had to get out of the car partway up and walk the rest of the way to the vacation home, he’d figured a little walking would be fine.

How foolish of me.

“I…”

Seowon clutched his throbbing lower back and looked ahead. He hadn’t realized it when just walking casually, but walking a mountain trail in this condition was too much. And when did he realize that…

Seowon looked behind him.

After about 20 minutes of walking? Normally, the car should have been there after a 20-minute walk, but because his pace was so slow, he had stopped in an awkward spot.

In other words, if he had realized right in front of the vacation home that it would be a strain on his back, he could have just gone back inside, but it was too late. To go back inside now, he would have to walk all that way back up…

After pondering for a moment, Seowon beckoned to the patiently waiting Junghoo with his finger.

“Come here.”

As Junghoo instantly closed the distance, Seowon raised his arms.

“Hyung-nim’s back hurts.”

“Then why did you suggest we go down?”

“I didn’t know.”

Seowon answered plainly and looked at him as if to say, what are you doing. At that look, Junghoo covered his own mouth as if in disbelief.

“Is it okay for me to hold you outside?”

“It’s not holding, it’s a piggyback ride. And I’ll get right off as soon as we’re off the mountain trail.”

Seowon corrected him and grabbed Junghoo’s shoulders to turn him around. His shoulders were broad, and he felt reassured, thinking he could easily handle him. So he was about to readily get on his back when Seowon, remembering where they were, squeezed his shoulders.

“Be careful.”

There was a path for people, but it was still a downhill path, so he said it because it could be slippery.

“Even if I fall, I’ll make sure you never get hurt.”

“That’s Yoo Junghoo for you. So dependable.”

Even if he were to fall, he had no choice but to rely on Junghoo right now, so he got on his back and wrapped his arms around his neck.

“This is all your fault. You know that, right?”

“Yes.”

Seeing Junghoo’s willing response, it was clear he was genuinely happy to be carrying him, so Seowon tugged his ear without hurting him.

“I’m making you work, and you’re this happy?”

“I want to carry you on my back every day. I wish your hands and feet would disappear. Then I could do everything for you.”

“I thought you were a pervert from the moment you were happy I was ruined, but you really do have a nasty personality.”

“You… you already have everything.”

Junghoo said slowly, taking careful steps.

“You’re good at studying, you’re sociable, and it’s not like you’re short on money, so there was nothing I could provide for you.”

While he understood the sentiment of wanting to be a necessary presence, his heart ached. So, hoping he would stop thinking that way, Seowon opened his mouth.

“A relationship where you want to hold on to someone by giving them things isn’t a friendship.”

“I don’t want to be your friend.”

At Junghoo’s firm tone, Seowon couldn’t see his face and looked at his ear instead. The ear that would turn red so easily when he was embarrassed showed no change now.

“I want to give you everything.”

Seowon felt a complicated mix of emotions at Junghoo’s confession. He wanted to tell him that being lovers wasn’t any different from being friends. That lovers just needed to be by each other’s side… But since that wasn’t the kind of relationship they had now, it was nothing more than a pointless thing to say.