SM Ch 10

My voice trembled terribly. Between the crease of my buttocks, which I held closed with desperate force, it felt as though the tip of the hot shaft would push its way in at any moment. Without realizing it, I grabbed hold of his firm forearm stretched across my stomach like a seatbelt. There was nothing else to hold onto.

“Look at me.”

Reaching over my shoulder, he lightly tipped my chin up with his fingers. The moment I turned my head to look at him, my eyes stung. Frowning slightly, he pressed down firmly on the corners of my eyes with his fingertips.

“What have I even done for you to cry like this?”

“…Hng….”

“This makes me feel wronged. I haven’t done anything, but Mr. Lee Seodan’s face looks like you’ve been subjected to everything from an enema to a fist fuck.”

The hand that brushed down my raw eye rims touched the tip of my nose, which had swollen red. His neat fingertips were lukewarm. Avoiding his eyes, I blinked my tears away. Using his index finger, he touched the tip of my chin again to make me lift my face.

“I can end it today without inserting it.”

His eyes held an expression whose sincerity was impossible to read.

“If Mr. Lee Seodan listens to me well.”

“…”

Keeping my mouth closed, I nodded unconditionally. A light trace of laughter spread around his eyes.

“Hold my knees with your hands. Both hands. If you let go, you’ll be scolded.”

I barely let go of the hand that was holding his arm. His knees were raised on the outsides of both my thighs. Cautiously, as if holding handles, I placed my palms over them. My palms touching the smooth fabric were slippery. It felt as if my heart had risen all the way to my throat, beating furiously.

Only then did he let go of my chin. Having me rest the back of my head against the nape of his neck, he reached his hand forward and grabbed up my penis.

“Hng!”

As if gauging its weight, he lifted what was lying limp on his palm. With his other hand, he stroked down the shaft as if teasing. My body bounded as if having a seizure. I applied desperate strength to my hands holding his knees. If I hadn’t been paying intense attention, I would have lost my grip. Hard bone was felt beyond the fabric. It must have been painful, but he said nothing.

My legs were pressed down by his, and my hands could not be removed because of what he had said. Completely bound without a single rope, I had to endure his hand casually kneading my penis. Holding my shaft so it stood straight up, he pressed down firmly on the tip as if playing around. My breathing grew short, as if breath were suddenly caught in my throat.

“It’s a dick very much like Mr. Lee Seodan.”

“Ugh, hng.”

“The shaft part is straight too. The size is appropriate as well.”

As if gauging the size, he squeezed and released mine a few times. His hands were large and firm. Feeling like it would crumble if he applied more strength, I desperately held onto his knees. The pants, which had been perfectly creased, were messily crumpled inside my wet palms.

“I’m going to teach you, so watch closely and learn. Remember where I touch you that feels good, and with how much intensity I have to rub for a response to come.”

“Hng, hng-ah—.”

“Why. Here?”

With his firm thumb, he rubbed the bottom part of the glans, the indented area, as if pressing down. His remaining fingers held the shaft and gently stroked it. Sliding his hand between my widely spread legs, he swept up the inside of my thighs with his hot palm.

Holding his knees tightly, I shook my head side to side. Every time his hand moved, my body bounded and convulsed. Where was good or what was good was not in my mind at all. Inside my closed eyes, strange patterns kept passing by.

Before I knew it, he stroked down the penis that had stood up stiffly once and casually let go of it. The air touching the penis left stranded felt cold. As if panting with thirst, my Adam’s apple moved on its own. Short, ragged breaths burst out repeatedly.

Opening my mouth, I tried to say anything. Something akin to a plea surged up to the tip of my tongue. Right before that, he wrapped his hot hand around my penis again. Languidly, he stroked and gently rubbed it with his long, firm fingers.

“Ah-ng! Ah, hng, ah….”

Sticky fluid leaking from the tip of the glans smeared onto his hand and was slathered over my shaft. Every time his hand moved up and down, a loud sound echoed. Hearing that sound made my ears tremble violently. I wanted to plug my ears. As I kept shaking my head, he pressed his chin against my shoulder. The touching skin was hot.

“Ah, no, don’t, hng-ah, ugh….”

“Mr. Lee Seodan’s dick drools because it feels good no matter where I touch it.”

The breath touching my ear was hot. Perhaps because it vibrated through our touching bodies, his voice was low and rough. Against my buttocks, a hot weapon kept touching and rubbing. Even as I tried to lift my body, no strength entered.

“Before you come, get my permission.”

“Hng-ah, ng….”

“Understood?”

His words vibrated so much that I couldn’t even hear properly. Unable to endure it, I turned my head and rubbed my cheek against his chest that I was touching. Hot lips touched the nape of my neck and bit down painfully.

“Ng! Ng, ugh, hng.”

His hot palm kneaded my testicles, which had drawn up as if to burst, and moving lower, his fingernails lightly scratched my perineum. At the same time, the wet hand wrapping around the shaft mercilessly rubbed the tip of the glans. Something like an explosion occurred inside my head.

When I came to my senses, it was after he had released my weakened penis without lingering regret. Inside my spread thighs, on the sheet, on his hand and forearm, white fluid was splattered indiscriminately.

Before I knew it, he grabbed my wrist, which had fallen from his knee and was wandering in midair.

“I believe I told you not to let go.”

“…”

“I also seem to recall telling you not to come without permission.”

It was a flat voice that sounded deceptively calm.

“I have to teach you from one to ten, and in the midst of it, you don’t even listen.”

If not for the grip holding my wrist, I wouldn’t have known he was angry.

“Team Leader….”

“At this rate, what use are you to me, Mr. Lee Seodan?”

At his rebuke, which did not hide his annoyance, the rims of my loosened eyes gradually grew hot. It was a sorrow that felt unreal.

Releasing my wrist, he grabbed my shoulders firmly and turned me around to sit facing him. It was a businesslike touch, as if processing backed-up work.

Keeping my mouth shut, I groped and grabbed his penis as he led me. Wrapping both hands around the shaft, which stood erect and hard enough to reach his stomach, I awkwardly and desperately imitated what he had done for me as best as I could remember.

In reality, it probably wasn’t that long a time. As if annoyed, he swatted the back of my hands with his knuckles as my fingers lost strength and kept slipping. Wrapping his long fingers around the shaft a few times, he stroked it, and ejected with a low groan. Sticky white fluid flowed over his hand and my arm.

“…”

In front of me sitting blankly in place, he set down a tissue box. Looking up, he had already wiped his wet penis and tucked it back inside his pants. After zip-ing up and readjusting his tie, he was in a neat attire that looked ready to go to work immediately.

Having put on even his coat that he had taken off, returning to the appearance of a boss, he looked back at me one last time before stepping out the door.

“If you’re tired, wash up, rest, and then go.”

I shook my head without a word. Without offering further, he picked up his briefcase.

“On Monday, come straight to the 4th floor. Come to work on time.”

“…Yes.”

“I hope Mr. Lee Seodan is at least more competent at the company than in bed.”

It was a dry tone without a trace of laughter. It was probably sincere. Unable to even utter the common answer that I would try hard, I bowed my head.

Footsteps moving away. As soon as the door closed with a clean sound, I ran to the bathroom as if falling forward. Looking down at the clear water pooled in the toilet bowl, I retched. From a stomach with nothing eaten, no matter how much I squeezed, only sour stomach acid came up.