Vol 4 Ch 6

When I returned home, I sat on the sofa like a stone statue, waiting for CEO Jang. The man glanced at me briefly as he entered the living room, then tried to head to his room. I spoke up from behind him.

“I called the debt collector today.”

The man’s steps halted abruptly. I raised my gaze and looked at him.

“They said it was all paid off five months ago.”

“…….”

“Did you pay it off, sir?”

CEO Jang’s eyes were just cold as they stared at me. Five months ago was when my uncle had taken money from me, claiming he’d pay off my debt. I had been used by my uncle since then. And I had been deceived by CEO Jang. The man already knew my real name, where I lived, everything. I felt pathetic for running away, afraid of being exposed. It was all pointless.

“Why did you do it?”

“The principal was 40 million, and with interest, it was almost 100 million. How could Seo Yeowon have paid that off?”

I took a step back. The man’s face hardened sharply as he closed the distance between us in an instant.

“…It wasn’t what I wanted.”

For a moment, I was relieved that the debt weighing heavily on me had been cleared overnight. But that relief was short-lived. Regret washed over me like a tidal wave.

I approached CEO Jang and knelt before him. I bit the zipper with my teeth and pulled it down. Through the parted zipper, the man’s black underwear came into view.

I rubbed the man’s underwear with my tongue, warming it. As I l**ked it until it grew damp, the man’s member began to swell. I pulled down his underwear, and the monstrous c*ck, hidden beneath dark p**ic hair, sprang out.

I wedged the c*ck between my chin and neck, rubbing it. The hot flesh rubbed against my sensitive skin. I looked up at the man and smiled, curling the corner of my mouth. The man’s face twisted slightly, as if trying to gauge my intentions.

“…….”

“…….”

I opened my mouth wide and swallowed his c*ck.

I moved my head back and forth, s**king the man’s c*ck. My cheeks ballooned out and deflated repeatedly. I held the shaft with my hand and l**ked the man’s g**ns with my tongue. The smooth g**ns slapped against my tongue. I poked the urethra, the excretory organ used to expel urine and s*m*n, with the tip of my tongue. The man’s c*ck, held in my hand, swelled and throbbed.

“…Ah.”

CEO Jang l**ked his lower lip. His saliva-glistening lips parted slightly. Despite the hot heat radiating from his c*ck, the man’s expression as he looked down at me was cold.

“What the h**l are you doing?”

The man flicked his waist, slapping my face against his g**in. His thick g**ns hammered into the back of my head as if trying to pierce through it. Ugh, ugh! The impact made my vision blur for a moment. A dry voice flowed from above.

“I asked what the h**l you’re doing.”

When I didn’t answer, the man shoved his fingers into my mouth. He forced my lips apart and pried my cheeks open. Uwah, his c*ck popped out of my gaping mouth with difficulty. My face was slapped by his c*ck.

Heat rose to my eyes and cheeks. I spoke with my flushed face.

“…I have to pay you back now, sir.”

“…….”

The man’s face twisted subtly. The veins on his c*ck throbbed, and even the veins on his temples bulged. The air around us turned cold in an instant.

“…….”

“So you’re going to pay me back with your body?”

I shook my head.

CEO Jang clenched his eyes shut and gritted his teeth as if holding back his anger. The muscles from his jaw to his thick neck bulged intimidatingly. I, beneath him, couldn’t understand why he was angry. I was just trying to pay him back for clearing my debt. Why was he throwing a fit again?

Hoo, hoo. The man, catching his breath, pulled his tie from his neck and muttered in a cold voice.

“Will this do?”

My hands were tied with the tie. With only my pants off, I was pushed into a corner and impaled by the man. The turned-off TV screen reflected the man’s back. His pants were pulled down to his thighs, and his as* moved as he thrust.

I was completely hidden beneath his body. Only my hands gripping his shoulders and my legs wrapped around his waist were visible.

“…Say you’re mine.”

I clenched my teeth. I bit my lips to keep even a m**n from escaping. The man thrust his hips while urging me on.

“Open your mouth.”

He shook my head violently, as if trying to rip my nose off my face.

“Without my permission, you can’t even see your mother. Now you have no one to rely on but me, so you resorted to d**gs. You’re not stupid enough to mess with d**gs.”

The man panted heavily. His thrusts grew rougher and faster. Soon, hot c** flowed inside me. Even after he came, the man kept pounding. The sound of his c*ck slapping against my c**-soaked insides echoed.

“What were you thinking, taking those d**gs? I was watching you. If you’d taken them one more time, I would’ve broken your ankles. But you ended up taking them yourself. You even came to me drunk, clinging to me.”

The man’s words poured out, and my mind was in a haze. It felt like I was exposing the raw, red flesh beneath my skin to him.

“That was… because I was drunk…”

I tried to explain belatedly, but all I got in return was a scoff.

“You’re never more honest than when you’re high on d**gs.”

I spat out my words through clenched teeth.

“No, no… If anyone had been there at the time—”

CEO Jang grabbed me by the neck and slammed me against the wall. I struggled desperately, flailing my arms to break free from his grasp.

“Shut up and just say what I tell you to.”

I let my arms go limp and averted my gaze. At that, he gripped my chin painfully. When I scratched at his shoulder in protest, his grip loosened. But his voice, drilling into my ears, never ceased.

Say you’re  mine. Say you’re mine.

Not once did I answer him.

 

***

I woke up sprawled on the sofa like laundry. My pants were still draped over my thighs. I didn’t have the strength to move a single finger, so I just blinked my eyes in that state. When I let my hand drop to the side of the sofa, my watch slid down. It had become too big for my wrist, almost slipping off because I’d lost so much weight.

 

A wad of cash was placed by the head of the sofa. I could picture CEO Jang, unable to control his temper, pulling it out of his wallet in one chunk and tossing it down before leaving.

 

After that, every time we were together, he left money. This time it was cash, but unlike the golf course days when bills were the main form of payment, now it was mostly luxury items.

 

Expensive designer clothes, watches more costly than the one on my wrist, and jewelry I couldn’t even understand why he sent…

 

Of course, I didn’t pay any attention to them. Whenever I thought about how I’d have to pay all of it back, I just sighed. CEO Jang must have known I didn’t even touch those things. Yet, he kept sending me ridiculously expensive items that made me gasp. Things I could never pay back in my lifetime, even if I sold all my organs, poured down on me like a storm every week.

 

Yesterday, he even sent me car keys with a foreign luxury car logo on them. Sitting across from him at the dining table, I called out to him.

 

‘CEO.’

 

It was almost the first time I’d spoken in weeks. The man’s eyes turned to me. I wanted to tell him to stop sending things I wouldn’t use, but I was afraid of provoking him, so I kept quiet. My lips, which had been opening and closing like a fish, shut again, and the man’s gaze soon shifted away from me.

 

And today. Something else arrived in the hospital room where I was alone. It was a potted plant. I was so dumbfounded that I threw it into the incinerator on my way out of the hospital.

 

“…….”

 

By evening, CEO Jang returned home. He pulled me out of the room and sat me at the dining table. The food the housekeeper had prepared in the morning was still sitting there. He hadn’t even bothered to clear it away. He must have already known through the CCTV that I hadn’t touched it.

 

His command fell over the cold, untouched food.

 

“Eat.”

 

I picked up the spoon and pretended to eat the chilled soup. I chewed the slightly hardened rice grains. Maybe it was because I hadn’t slept well for days. My tongue felt prickly, and my mouth was dry. I couldn’t swallow any more. As I rolled my eyes, trying to gauge his reaction, a sharp glare pierced through me.

 

“Finish it all.”

 

His face showed no room for compromise. Why was he so obsessed with making me eat? …Ah, he did say he wouldn’t leave me alone if my waist and hips got too thin. He must be forcing me to eat because I’m too skinny for his taste. Is he really this passionate about s*x? I scoffed internally as I forced the plain rice down my throat. Like an animal being led to slaughter, I slowly emptied the bowl. It felt utterly humiliating. My face must have shown how much I hated it because CEO Jang furrowed his brow.

 

“Smile.”

 

At his command, I pulled the corners of my mouth into a smile. My eyes didn’t move at all, resulting in an ambiguous expression that was neither a smile nor a cry. The man’s face twisted in displeasure.

 

“Smile with your eyes.”

 

“…….”

 

This time, I pulled the muscles around my eyes downward. Still unsatisfied, the man’s jaw twitched. I’d done everything he asked. I couldn’t understand why he was so displeased.

 

A strange tension filled the air. His sharp gaze moved from my neck to my chest, then down to my wrist. I flinched and covered my bare wrist with my other hand.

 

After coming to this house, if I ever took off my wristwatch, even for a moment, the man would express his displeasure wildly. So, I always wore it, even when sleeping. But feeling suffocated and not wanting to see it anymore, I had taken it off, and that had caused trouble.

 

“Bring the watch.”

 

At CEO Jang’s command, I got up from the chair and headed to the room where I’d been staying. I took the watch from the nightstand drawer and brought it out. The man ordered, ‘Go to the bedroom, put the watch on your wrist, and take everything off.’

 

“…….”

 

“…….”

 

I entered his room. Mechanically, I took off my clothes and put the watch on my wrist before lying face down on the bed. CEO Jang had finished showering and returned, still n**ed. He wrapped a towel around his waist and pressed against me from behind.

 

He grabbed my b**tocks and spread them apart, examining the hole. His dry gaze lingered on the red, swollen flesh. It was so sensitive that even the slightest touch hurt. But if he wanted to penetrate me, I had no choice but to spread open. I resigned myself and relaxed my body.

 

CEO Jang rummaged through the nightstand drawer and pulled out a first aid kit. He squeezed ointment onto his finger and rubbed it inside me. His finger plunged in and swirled around mercilessly. I gripped the sheets tightly, enduring the pain that threatened to swallow me whole.

 

“…Ugh!”

 

I twisted my waist in pain, and his finger stopped. A cold gaze pressed against my ear and neck. After a brief pause, he moved his finger again. Though still rough, it was slightly gentler than before. As he rubbed in circles, the cold ointment seeped into the wrinkled walls inside.

 

When he prodded deep inside, a strange sensation rose between my legs. It felt like ants crawling over my skin. No, it was more like I needed to pee. I rubbed my thighs together, trying to suppress the bizarre feeling.

 

“You’re not some h**ny little puppy.”

 

Another thick finger pushed in, stirring the swollen, sensitive flesh. A shiver ran up my spine, and my waist naturally arched downward. The man gripped my hips firmly, holding me in place. His fingers thrust in and out rapidly, the ointment dripping out. It felt like I was leaking from behind. Vulgar curses came from behind me.

 

“F*ck, look how tight it is.”

 

Stimulated by his crude words, my hole clenched and bit down on his fingers.

 

“Seo Yeowon, you can’t even c*m without me f**king you from behind, can you?”

 

CEO Jang demanded an answer. My thighs trembled, and my toes curled.

 

My c*ck twitched pathetically a few times before spitting out a thin, clear liquid. A pale, odorless fluid like p**s. The man looked down at it and sneered. His gaze swept over my body, as if to say, ‘Of course,’ or ‘What else could you do?’

 

The man roughly wiped the area between my thighs with the sheet. His hand moved between my legs. I lay on my side like someone who’d been slapped. I had c*m just from being fingered in the as*. That fact made me unbearably ashamed. My eyes burned with humiliation.

 

“…….”

 

“…….”

 

The man prodded my hole a few more times with his fingers. He seemed satisfied. I thought he’d bury his c*ck in me, but instead, he tapped my navel with the head of his c*ck and came.

 

Then he lay down, pressing his firm stomach against my back. His prominent nose buried into the back of my head. Hot breath brushed against the back of my neck. Each time his breath touched me, my lower back tingled. My toes curled and twisted uncomfortably.

 

Was he asleep? When I tried to get up to go to another room, a hand reached out from behind and grabbed my arm. Startled, I tensed my shoulders, but my body was pulled back onto the bed. His arm wrapped around my waist. I struggled to free myself, but the difference in strength was too great. Eventually, I gave up and went limp. Like a damp, w** rag, I pleaded with him. My voice cracked pathetically.

 

“…Let me go.”

 

The man’s lips moved slightly, his eyes closed.

 

“Is it okay to f*ck on the bed but not to sleep together?”

 

His voice, devoid of any inflection, was lower than usual due to his arousal. The deep tone pierced my ear and scraped against my eardrum, making me shiver involuntarily. I gripped the sheets tightly, hoping he’d let me go soon.

 

“You didn’t used to be like this.”

 

At my trembling voice, the man pulled me under him. The veins on his thick neck bulged. Suddenly, his eyes opened. Like a flashlight turned on in the dark, his gaze glowed.

 

“I brought in the potted plant you wanted, without cameras. Why are you still acting up?”

 

“…….”

 

His face showed no understanding of what the problem was, his tone devoid of any emotion. In front of that, I couldn’t even express my disappointment. I turned my head away sharply.

The man buried his nose against the watch strapped to my wrist and inhaled deeply.

“You gag on my c*ck like it’s routine.”

With my wrist still caught in his grasp, I lowered my gaze.

“And yet, even now, under me, you say you’re not mine?”

Silence in this situation meant agreement. So, I gave a small shake of my head. The man pinned my wrist to the bed and spat out a cold curse.

“F**king b**lshit.”

In a faltering voice, I spoke hesitantly.

“The only thing you’ve paid for is my bones and skin. So don’t try to claim anything else as you please.”

Up close, I could hear the grating of his teeth. CEO Jang glared at me with a piercing gaze.

“Then what should I do?”

“…….”

What is he saying? I couldn’t understand his words and slowly turned my eyes to him. A heated storm swirled in his gaze. The sheer intensity of his unrestrained desire for me made my mouth go dry. I wetted my lower lip with my tongue, hunched my shoulders, and held my breath, s**king in my stomach. A chilling sensation sliced through my solar plexus.

“If I want to claim even that as I please, what more do I have to do?”

“…Ah.”

Startled as if I had grabbed something scalding, I shrank back. A heavy stone dropped onto my chest. He was already treating me like an object, yet now he was saying he wanted my emotions, too. I was engulfed in an indescribable shock. He had bound my body to him, and now he was speaking as if he would grasp my very feelings in his palm and knead them as he pleased. My lower lip trembled as I barely managed to squeeze out a response.

“…You probably won’t be able to.”

That wasn’t something anyone could manipulate at will. Nor was it something that could be obtained through any means.

As soon as I finished speaking, his face contorted savagely, his fury glaringly evident. I wanted to escape from him. The unfamiliar emotions and the suddenness of it all left me utterly bewildered.

Yet the man facing me seemed just as consumed by disorderly emotions. An unknown feeling churned between us, threatening to devour me whole. I wanted to run away as fast as I could. So I stepped back.

Of course, he didn’t allow it.

He climbed over me and pushed me down with force, venting his frustration by biting into my shoulder.

Whenever I tried to turn my head away, he gripped my jaw so tightly it felt like it would shatter, forcing me to face him. Whenever I shut my eyes, he bit my cheeks and lips, compelling me to look at him. My skin stung as if it had been torn apart, and in the end, I had no choice but to meet CEO Jang’s eyes. His gaze pleaded for something from me. With smoldering, impatient eyes, he gnawed, bit, and l**ked every inch of my body.

It was as if, unable to consume me whole, he was clinging to me, nibbling like a starving beast.

As if there was anything left to take from me.

As if—my heart were something he could claim.

“…Ugh, hh!”

Suddenly, his voice echoed in my head, demanding that I call myself his.

I clamped my palm over my mouth. I fought desperately to stifle the words threatening to slip out along with my gasps.

And then, the next day.

Even after CEO Jang left the house, I lay in his bed for a long time.

For some reason, I couldn’t take a single step beyond it.

…Was it because of this?

Staring at my wristwatch, I hurriedly unfastened it.

Thunk.

The heavy metal object tumbled off the bed with a dull thud.

Yet, I still felt as though I were bound in restraints.

His face flashed before my eyes like an afterimage.

At that, an inexplicable emotion pounded against my chest like a relentless drum.

The agony was unbearable. I clenched the sheets and squeezed my eyes shut.

Even with my eyes closed, the way he had cornered me and begged for something lingered deep in my retinas.

It latched onto my wrists and ankles, holding me fast.

His voice continued to echo in my ears.

“You must remember this feeling of being held in my arms.”

And in his embrace, I had answered that I would.

At my words, he had split his lips into a grin.

Curled up like a shrimp, my body trembled uncontrollably.

What has he done to me?

A chilling, bone-deep current flowed between CEO Jang and me.

It was a cold war that hadn’t existed before.

Yet, even so, he still made me sleep by his side.

There were no conversations exchanged.

Outside of s**, we didn’t even look at each other.

Several days passed in this dry, sandpaper-like silence.

Half-asleep, I stirred and realized the space beside me was empty.

As if drifting, I slipped out of the room.

I spotted his back standing on the terrace.

He was holding a phone to his ear, seemingly on a call.

At his feet, cigarette b**ts piled up.

Fingers wedged between a cigarette, he tapped the railing impatiently—an uncharacteristically anxious gesture.

Above his head, a sliver of a waning moon hung like a fingernail.

It gave off a sharp, ominous air.