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      by twenty — When I opened my eyes in the morning, hyung was not beside me. After frantically rubbing my body and climaxing, a drowsiness like a demon would wash over me, and even in a state of extreme tension, I would fall into sleep as if losing consciousness. When I opened my eyes, I was lying quietly in my bed in my room, and hyung was never there. The traces of what we shared did not remain in my room. Feeling dazed, I sat up, got out of bed, took a shower, and changed into my school uniform. I grabbed my…
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      by twenty — “What the hell? You damn bastard?!” Heo Kyungmin grabbed my collar, looking ready to throw a punch, and I apologized lifelessly. Already dumbfounded, Heo Kyungmin’s expression turned crazed as the last shred of his patience vanished. He tightened his grip on my collar. “Kyungmin-ah, don’t do that.” “Damn it, look at this crazy guy! Do you know who I am? Wanna die?” “Heo Kyungmin.” Im Juho sharply called Heo Kyungmin’s name, telling him to stop. “This bastard……
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      by twenty — His treatment was misguided. He cut into raw flesh before it could heal, and instead welcomed the festering pus as it rotted. I couldn’t leave hyung in that state. Standing there silently, he spoke to me. “Come to the same university.” “It’s not something I can just decide.” “I’ll make it happen. So, will you come to the same university?” “…No.” I let out a low but firm response, deflating his enthusiasm. He seemed disappointed. Hyung let out a small sigh at…
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      by twenty — Several kids were eavesdropping on my conversation with Juho, giving me strange sidelong glances as I recoiled in disgust, unable to hide my revulsion. Im Juho, biting his lower lip tightly, didn’t once look at me until school classes were over. As soon as class ended, I stormed out of the classroom. Being in the same space as Im Juho was unbearable. It wasn’t until I left the classroom and the school grounds that the tightness in my chest, which had been strangling my throat, began to…
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      by twenty — “Take off your clothes.” “What?” “Take off the shirt you’re wearing right now.” “Feeling like doing something beastly again?” Hyung tried to deflect the situation with a joke that neither of us could laugh at. Pale with shock, I grabbed his shirt and tried to forcibly pull it off. As I yanked at the thin short-sleeved T-shirt, it came off over his head before he could resist or stop me. “…!” What I saw that night wasn’t an illusion or exaggeration. His body…
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      by twenty — The late summer night was chilly. My limbs trembled with cold. My cheeks stung from the saltiness dried onto them. I was sprawled on the bed, feeling the traces I had spilled between my bare legs dry up. I twitched my limbs several times, trying to sit up. Moving my fingertips was easy, but my wrists, which hyung had pressed down, and my arms, which he had gripped, lacked strength, so I couldn’t even lift my upper body. Hyung’s traces and the sensation of him touching me lingered vividly all…
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      by twenty — My fist clenched and unclenched under the desk, gripped by an urge to strangle Im Juho, to demand what he did with my hyung until he spat blood. Dry saliva scratched my throat as it went down, and cold sweat beaded on my forehead. I couldn’t forgive him, not even vaguely. The simple, overwhelming premonition that his filthy body, entangled with Heo Kyungmin, had done something with my hyung drove me to an unbearable rage. An inexplicable sorrow welled up, making my breathing ragged. To avoid being…
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      by twenty — I’ve heard and read stories about people like that. For a brief moment, I even seriously pondered how someone could feel such sexual urges toward another man, but since I couldn’t imagine it, my pondering turned into a question and gradually faded from memory. “Hey, can’t you guys do it properly?!” At the gym teacher’s shout, Seokju and I halfheartedly played badminton. The shuttlecock with its feathered skirt flew back and forth between Seokju and me with a ping, soaring up and…
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      by twenty — “I’ll go, of course. That’s for tomorrow’s me to deal with. Today’s me isn’t having it.” We had already spent two or three hours at the PC bang. “You know you’ve been saying that since freshman year, right? You’re a senior now. When are you going to get your act together?” “Am I you? Studying’s pointless for me. I’m gonna swing by a hyung’s place, change clothes, and head to Hongdae.” It was evening, the sun setting. Seokju spoke lightheartedly, his eyes…
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      by twenty — “Kang Joonwon, what time do you think it is right now?” The first sound to break the silence at the morning dining table, where no conversation had taken place, was Father’s angry shout. I flinched but didn’t lift my head. The front door opened, and rather heavy footsteps crossed the hallway, approaching the kitchen. Having stayed alert all night, my ears keenly attuned to his presence, I could tell who the source of the sound was without turning around. His name was Kang Joonwon, and…
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